But, leaving this part, I return to my Journal.
My condition began now to be, though not less miserable as to my way of living,
yet much easier to my mind: and my thoughts being directed, by a constant reading
the Scripture and praying to God, to things of a higher nature, I had a great deal
of comfort within, which till now I knew nothing of; also, my health and strength
returned, I bestirred myself to furnish myself with everything that I wanted, and
make my way of living as regular as I could.
From the 4th of July to the 14th I was chiefly employed in walking about with
my gun in my hand, a little and a little at a time, as a man that was gathering
up his strength after a fit of sickness; for it is hardly to be imagined how low
I was, and to what weakness I was reduced. The application which I made use of was
perfectly new, and perhaps which had never cured an ague before; neither can I recommend
it to any to practise, by this experiment: and though it did carry off the fit,
yet it rather contributed to weakening me; for I had frequent convulsions in my
nerves and limbs for some time. I learned from it also this, in particular, that
being abroad in the rainy season was the most pernicious thing to my health that
could be, especially in those rains which came attended with storms and hurricanes
of wind; for as the rain which came in the dry season was almost always accompanied
with such storms, so I found that rain was much more dangerous than the rain which
fell in September and October.
CHAPTER VII - AGRICULTURAL EXPERIENCE
I HAD now been in this unhappy island above ten months. All possibility of deliverance
from this condition seemed to be entirely taken from me; and I firmly believe that
no human shape had ever set foot upon that place. Having now secured my habitation,
as I thought, fully to my mind, I had a great desire to make a more perfect discovery
of the island, and to see what other productions I might find, which I yet knew
nothing of.
It was on the 15th of July that I began to take a more particular survey of the
island itself. I went up the creek first, where, as I hinted, I brought my rafts
on shore. I found after I came about two miles up, that the tide did not flow any
higher, and that it was no more than a little brook of running water, very fresh
and good; but this being the dry season, there was hardly any water in some parts
of it - at least not enough to run in any stream, so as it could be perceived. On
the banks of this brook I found many pleasant savannahs or meadows, plain, smooth,
and covered with grass; and on the rising parts of them, next to the higher grounds,
where the water, as might be supposed, never overflowed, I found a great deal of
tobacco, green, and growing to a great and very strong stalk. There were divers
other plants, which I had no notion of or understanding about, that might, perhaps,
have virtues of their own, which I could not find out. I searched for the cassava
root, which the Indians, in all that climate, make their bread of, but I could find
none. I saw large plants of aloes, but did not understand them. I saw several sugar-canes,
but wild, and, for want of cultivation, imperfect. I contented myself with these
discoveries for this time, and came back, musing with myself what course I might
take to know the virtue and goodness of any of the fruits or plants which I should
discover, but could bring it to no conclusion; for, in short, I had made so little
observation while I was in the Brazils, that I knew little of the plants in the
field; at least, very little that might serve to any purpose now in my distress.
The next day, the sixteenth, I went up the same way again; and after going something
further than I had gone the day before, I found the brook and the savannahs cease,
and the country become more woody than before. In this part I found different fruits,
and particularly I found melons upon the ground, in great abundance, and grapes
upon the trees. The vines had spread, indeed, over the trees, and the clusters of
grapes were just now in their prime, very ripe and rich. This was a surprising discovery,
and I was exceeding glad of them; but I was warned by my experience to eat sparingly
of them; remembering that when I was ashore in Barbary, the eating of grapes killed
several of our Englishmen, who were slaves there, by throwing them into fluxes and
fevers. But I found an excellent use for these grapes; and that was, to cure or
dry them in the sun, and keep them as dried grapes or raisins are kept, which I
thought would be, as indeed they were, wholesome and agreeable to eat when no grapes
could be had.
I spent all that evening there, and went not back to my habitation; which, by
the way, was the first night, as I might say, I had lain from home. In the night,
I took my first contrivance, and got up in a tree, where I slept well; and the next
morning proceeded upon my discovery; travelling nearly four miles, as I might judge
by the length of the valley, keeping still due north, with a ridge of hills on the
south and north side of me. At the end of this march I came to an opening where
the country seemed to descend to the west; and a little spring of fresh water, which
issued out of the side of the hill by me, ran the other way, that is, due east;
and the country appeared so fresh, so green, so flourishing, everything being in
a constant verdure or flourish of spring that it looked like a planted garden. I
descended a little on the side of that delicious vale, surveying it with a secret
kind of pleasure, though mixed with my other afflicting thoughts, to think that
this was all my own; that I was king and lord of all this country indefensibly,
and had a right of possession; and if I could convey it, I might have it in inheritance
as completely as any lord of a manor in England. I saw here abundance of cocoa trees,
orange, and lemon, and citron trees; but all wild, and very few bearing any fruit,
at least not then. However, the green limes that I gathered were not only pleasant
to eat, but very wholesome; and I mixed their juice afterwards with water, which
made it very wholesome, and very cool and refreshing. I found now I had business
enough to gather and carry home; and I resolved to lay up a store as well of grapes
as limes and lemons, to furnish myself for the wet season, which I knew was approaching.
In order to do this, I gathered a great heap of grapes in one place, a lesser heap
in another place, and a great parcel of limes and lemons in another place; and taking
a few of each with me, I travelled homewards; resolving to come again, and bring
a bag or sack, or what I could make, to carry the rest home. Accordingly, having
spent three days in this journey, I came home (so I must now call my tent and my
cave); but before I got thither the grapes were spoiled; the richness of the fruit
and the weight of the juice having broken them and bruised them, they were good
for little or nothing; as to the limes, they were good, but I could bring but a
few.
The next day, being the nineteenth, I went back, having made me two small bags
to bring home my harvest; but I was surprised, when coming to my heap of grapes,
which were so rich and fine when I gathered them, to find them all spread about,
trod to pieces, and dragged about, some here, some there, and abundance eaten and
devoured. By this I concluded there were some wild creatures thereabouts, which
had done this; but what they were I knew not. However, as I found there was no laying
them up on heaps, and no carrying them away in a sack, but that one way they would
be destroyed, and the other way they would be crushed with their own weight, I took
another course; for I gathered a large quantity of the grapes, and hung them trees,
that they might cure and dry in the sun; and as for the limes and lemons, I carried
as many back as I could well stand under.
When I came home from this journey, I contemplated with great pleasure the fruitfulness
of that valley, and the pleasantness of the situation; the security from storms
on that side of the water, and the wood: and concluded that I had pitched upon a
place to fix my abode which was by far the worst part of the country. Upon the whole,
I began to consider of removing my habitation, and looking out for a place equally
safe as where now I was situate, if possible, in that pleasant, fruitful part of
the island.
This thought ran long in my head, and I was exceeding fond of it for some time,
the pleasantness of the place tempting me; but when I came to a nearer view of it,
I considered that I was now by the seaside, where it was at least possible that
something might happen to my advantage, and, by the same ill fate that brought me
hither might bring some other unhappy wretches to the same place; and though it
was scarce probable that any such thing should ever happen, yet to enclose myself
among the hills and woods in the centre of the island was to anticipate my bondage,
and to render such an affair not only improbable, but impossible; and that therefore
I ought not by any means to remove. However, I was so enamoured of this place, that
I spent much of my time there for the whole of the remaining part of the month of
July; and though upon second thoughts, I resolved not to remove, yet I built me
a little kind of a bower, and surrounded it at a distance with a strong fence, being
a double hedge, as high as I could reach, well staked and filled between with brushwood;
and here I lay very secure, sometimes two or three nights together; always going
over it with a ladder; so that I fancied now I had my country house and my sea-coast
house; and this work took me up to the beginning of August.
I had but newly finished my fence, and began to enjoy my labour, when the rains
came on, and made me stick close to my first habitation; for though I had made me
a tent like the other, with a piece of a sail, and spread it very well, yet I had
not the shelter of a hill to keep me from storms, nor a cave behind me to retreat
into when the rains were extraordinary.
About the beginning of August, as I said, I had finished my bower, and began
to enjoy myself. The 3rd of August, I found the grapes I had hung up perfectly dried,
and, indeed, were excellent good raisins of the sun; so I began to take them down
from the trees, and it was very happy that I did so, for the rains which followed
would have spoiled them, and I had lost the best part of my winter food; for I had
above two hundred large bunches of them. No sooner had I taken them all down, and
carried the most of them home to my cave, than it began to rain; and from hence,
which was the 14th of August, it rained, more or less, every day till the middle
of October; and sometimes so violently, that I could not stir out of my cave for
several days.
In this season I was much surprised with the increase of my family; I had been
concerned for the loss of one of my cats, who ran away from me, or, as I thought,
had been dead, and I heard no more tidings of her till, to my astonishment, she
came home about the end of August with three kittens. This was the more strange
to me because, though I had killed a wild cat, as I called it, with my gun, yet
I thought it was quite a different kind from our European cats; but the young cats
were the same kind of house-breed as the old one; and both my cats being females,
I thought it very strange. But from these three cats I afterwards came to be so
pestered with cats that I was forced to kill them like vermin or wild beasts, and
to drive them from my house as much as possible.
From the 14th of August to the 26th, incessant rain, so that I could not stir,
and was now very careful not to be much wet. In this confinement, I began to be
straitened for food: but venturing out twice, I one day killed a goat; and the last
day, which was the 26th, found a very large tortoise, which was a treat to me, and
my food was regulated thus: I ate a bunch of raisins for my breakfast; a piece of
the goat's flesh, or of the turtle, for my dinner, broiled - for, to my great misfortune,
I had no vessel to boil or stew anything; and two or three of the turtle's eggs
for my supper.
During this confinement in my cover by the rain, I worked daily two or three
hours at enlarging my cave, and by degrees worked it on towards one side, till I
came to the outside of the hill, and made a door or way out, which came beyond my
fence or wall; and so I came in and out this way. But I was not perfectly easy at
lying so open; for, as I had managed myself before, I was in a perfect enclosure;
whereas now I thought I lay exposed, and open for anything to come in upon me; and
yet I could not perceive that there was any living thing to fear, the biggest creature
that I had yet seen upon the island being a goat.
SEPT. 30. - I was now come to the unhappy anniversary of my landing. I cast up
the notches on my post, and found I had been on shore three hundred and sixty-five
days. I kept this day as a solemn fast, setting it apart for religious exercise,
prostrating myself on the ground with the most serious humiliation, confessing my
sins to God, acknowledging His righteous judgments upon me, and praying to Him to
have mercy on me through Jesus Christ; and not having tasted the least refreshment
for twelve hours, even till the going down of the sun, I then ate a biscuit-cake
and a bunch of grapes, and went to bed, finishing the day as I began it. I had all
this time observed no Sabbath day; for as at first I had no sense of religion upon
my mind, I had, after some time, omitted to distinguish the weeks, by making a longer
notch than ordinary for the Sabbath day, and so did not really know what any of
the days were; but now, having cast up the days as above, I found I had been there
a year; so I divided it into weeks, and set apart every seventh day for a Sabbath;
though I found at the end of my account I had lost a day or two in my reckoning.
A little after this, my ink began to fail me, and so I contented myself to use it
more sparingly, and to write down only the most remarkable events of my life, without
continuing a daily memorandum of other things.
The rainy season and the dry season began now to appear regular to me, and I
learned to divide them so as to provide for them accordingly; but I bought all my
experience before I had it, and this I am going to relate was one of the most discouraging
experiments that I made.
I have mentioned that I had saved the few ears of barley and rice, which I had
so surprisingly found spring up, as I thought, of themselves, and I believe there
were about thirty stalks of rice, and about twenty of barley; and now I thought
it a proper time to sow it, after the rains, the sun being in its southern position,
going from me. Accordingly, I dug up a piece of ground as well as I could with my
wooden spade, and dividing it into two parts, I sowed my grain; but as I was sowing,
it casually occurred to my thoughts that I would not sow it all at first, because
I did not know when was the proper time for it, so I sowed about two-thirds of the
seed, leaving about a handful of each. It was a great comfort to me afterwards that
I did so, for not one grain of what I sowed this time came to anything: for the
dry months following, the earth having had no rain after the seed was sown, it had
no moisture to assist its growth, and never came up at all till the wet season had
come again, and then it grew as if it had been but newly sown. Finding my first
seed did not grow, which I easily imagined was by the drought, I sought for a moister
piece of ground to make another trial in, and I dug up a piece of ground near my
new bower, and sowed the rest of my seed in February, a little before the vernal
equinox; and this having the rainy months of March and April to water it, sprung
up very pleasantly, and yielded a very good crop; but having part of the seed left
only, and not daring to sow all that I had, I had but a small quantity at last,
my whole crop not amounting to above half a peck of each kind. But by this experiment
I was made master of my business, and knew exactly when the proper season was to
sow, and that I might expect two seed-times and two harvests every year.