It would make the reader pity me, or rather laugh at me, to tell how many awkward
ways I took to raise this paste; what odd, misshapen, ugly things I made; how many
of them fell in and how many fell out, the clay not being stiff enough to bear its
own weight; how many cracked by the over-violent heat of the sun, being set out
too hastily; and how many fell in pieces with only removing, as well before as after
they were dried; and, in a word, how, after having laboured hard to find the clay
- to dig it, to temper it, to bring it home, and work it - I could not make above
two large earthen ugly things (I cannot call them jars) in about two months' labour.
However, as the sun baked these two very dry and hard, I lifted them very gently
up, and set them down again in two great wicker baskets, which I had made on purpose
for them, that they might not break; and as between the pot and the basket there
was a little room to spare, I stuffed it full of the rice and barley straw; and
these two pots being to stand always dry I thought would hold my dry corn, and perhaps
the meal, when the corn was bruised.
Though I miscarried so much in my design for large pots, yet I made several smaller
things with better success; such as little round pots, flat dishes, pitchers, and
pipkins, and any things my hand turned to; and the heat of the sun baked them quite
hard.
But all this would not answer my end, which was to get an earthen pot to hold
what was liquid, and bear the fire, which none of these could do. It happened after
some time, making a pretty large fire for cooking my meat, when I went to put it
out after I had done with it, I found a broken piece of one of my earthenware vessels
in the fire, burnt as hard as a stone, and red as a tile. I was agreeably surprised
to see it, and said to myself, that certainly they might be made to burn whole,
if they would burn broken.
This set me to study how to order my fire, so as to make it burn some pots. I
had no notion of a kiln, such as the potters burn in, or of glazing them with lead,
though I had some lead to do it with; but I placed three large pipkins and two or
three pots in a pile, one upon another, and placed my firewood all round it, with
a great heap of embers under them. I plied the fire with fresh fuel round the outside
and upon the top, till I saw the pots in the inside red-hot quite through, and observed
that they did not crack at all. When I saw them clear red, I let them stand in that
heat about five or six hours, till I found one of them, though it did not crack,
did melt or run; for the sand which was mixed with the clay melted by the violence
of the heat, and would have run into glass if I had gone on; so I slacked my fire
gradually till the pots began to abate of the red colour; and watching them all
night, that I might not let the fire abate too fast, in the morning I had three
very good (I will not say handsome) pipkins, and two other earthen pots, as hard
burnt as could be desired, and one of them perfectly glazed with the running of
the sand.
After this experiment, I need not say that I wanted no sort of earthenware for
my use; but I must needs say as to the shapes of them, they were very indifferent,
as any one may suppose, when I had no way of making them but as the children make
dirt pies, or as a woman would make pies that never learned to raise paste.
No joy at a thing of so mean a nature was ever equal to mine, when I found I
had made an earthen pot that would bear the fire; and I had hardly patience to stay
till they were cold before I set one on the fire again with some water in it to
boil me some meat, which it did admirably well; and with a piece of a kid I made
some very good broth, though I wanted oatmeal, and several other ingredients requisite
to make it as good as I would have had it been.
My next concern was to get me a stone mortar to stamp or beat some corn in; for
as to the mill, there was no thought of arriving at that perfection of art with
one pair of hands. To supply this want, I was at a great loss; for, of all the trades
in the world, I was as perfectly unqualified for a stone-cutter as for any whatever;
neither had I any tools to go about it with. I spent many a day to find out a great
stone big enough to cut hollow, and make fit for a mortar, and could find none at
all, except what was in the solid rock, and which I had no way to dig or cut out;
nor indeed were the rocks in the island of hardness sufficient, but were all of
a sandy, crumbling stone, which neither would bear the weight of a heavy pestle,
nor would break the corn without filling it with sand. So, after a great deal of
time lost in searching for a stone, I gave it over, and resolved to look out for
a great block of hard wood, which I found, indeed, much easier; and getting one
as big as I had strength to stir, I rounded it, and formed it on the outside with
my axe and hatchet, and then with the help of fire and infinite labour, made a hollow
place in it, as the Indians in Brazil make their canoes. After this, I made a great
heavy pestle or beater of the wood called the iron-wood; and this I prepared and
laid by against I had my next crop of corn, which I proposed to myself to grind,
or rather pound into meal to make bread.
My next difficulty was to make a sieve or searce, to dress my meal, and to part
it from the bran and the husk; without which I did not see it possible I could have
any bread. This was a most difficult thing even to think on, for to be sure I had
nothing like the necessary thing to make it - I mean fine thin canvas or stuff to
searce the meal through. And here I was at a full stop for many months; nor did
I really know what to do. Linen I had none left but what was mere rags; I had goat's
hair, but neither knew how to weave it or spin it; and had I known how, here were
no tools to work it with. All the remedy that I found for this was, that at last
I did remember I had, among the seamen's clothes which were saved out of the ship,
some neckcloths of calico or muslin; and with some pieces of these I made three
small sieves proper enough for the work; and thus I made shift for some years: how
I did afterwards, I shall show in its place.
The baking part was the next thing to be considered, and how I should make bread
when I came to have corn; for first, I had no yeast. As to that part, there was
no supplying the want, so I did not concern myself much about it. But for an oven
I was indeed in great pain. At length I found out an experiment for that also, which
was this: I made some earthen-vessels very broad but not deep, that is to say, about
two feet diameter, and not above nine inches deep. These I burned in the fire, as
I had done the other, and laid them by; and when I wanted to bake, I made a great
fire upon my hearth, which I had paved with some square tiles of my own baking and
burning also; but I should not call them square.
When the firewood was burned pretty much into embers or live coals, I drew them
forward upon this hearth, so as to cover it all over, and there I let them lie till
the hearth was very hot. Then sweeping away all the embers, I set down my loaf or
loaves, and whelming down the earthen pot upon them, drew the embers all round the
outside of the pot, to keep in and add to the heat; and thus as well as in the best
oven in the world, I baked my barley-loaves, and became in little time a good pastrycook
into the bargain; for I made myself several cakes and puddings of the rice; but
I made no pies, neither had I anything to put into them supposing I had, except
the flesh either of fowls or goats.
It need not be wondered at if all these things took me up most part of the third
year of my abode here; for it is to be observed that in the intervals of these things
I had my new harvest and husbandry to manage; for I reaped my corn in its season,
and carried it home as well as I could, and laid it up in the ear, in my large baskets,
till I had time to rub it out, for I had no floor to thrash it on, or instrument
to thrash it with.
And now, indeed, my stock of corn increasing, I really wanted to build my barns
bigger; I wanted a place to lay it up in, for the increase of the corn now yielded
me so much, that I had of the barley about twenty bushels, and of the rice as much
or more; insomuch that now I resolved to begin to use it freely; for my bread had
been quite gone a great while; also I resolved to see what quantity would be sufficient
for me a whole year, and to sow but once a year.
Upon the whole, I found that the forty bushels of barley and rice were much more
than I could consume in a year; so I resolved to sow just the same quantity every
year that I sowed the last, in hopes that such a quantity would fully provide me
with bread, &c.
All the while these things were doing, you may be sure my thoughts ran many times
upon the prospect of land which I had seen from the other side of the island; and
I was not without secret wishes that I were on shore there, fancying that, seeing
the mainland, and an inhabited country, I might find some way or other to convey
myself further, and perhaps at last find some means of escape.
But all this while I made no allowance for the dangers of such an undertaking,
and how I might fall into the hands of savages, and perhaps such as I might have
reason to think far worse than the lions and tigers of Africa: that if I once came
in their power, I should run a hazard of more than a thousand to one of being killed,
and perhaps of being eaten; for I had heard that the people of the Caribbean coast
were cannibals or man-eaters, and I knew by the latitude that I could not be far
from that shore. Then, supposing they were not cannibals, yet they might kill me,
as many Europeans who had fallen into their hands had been served, even when they
had been ten or twenty together - much more I, that was but one, and could make
little or no defence; all these things, I say, which I ought to have considered
well; and did come into my thoughts afterwards, yet gave me no apprehensions at
first, and my head ran mightily upon the thought of getting over to the shore.
Now I wished for my boy Xury, and the long-boat with shoulder-of-mutton sail,
with which I sailed above a thousand miles on the coast of Africa; but this was
in vain: then I thought I would go and look at our ship's boat, which, as I have
said, was blown up upon the shore a great way, in the storm, when we were first
cast away. She lay almost where she did at first, but not quite; and was turned,
by the force of the waves and the winds, almost bottom upward, against a high ridge
of beachy, rough sand, but no water about her. If I had had hands to have refitted
her, and to have launched her into the water, the boat would have done well enough,
and I might have gone back into the Brazils with her easily enough; but I might
have foreseen that I could no more turn her and set her upright upon her bottom
than I could remove the island; however, I went to the woods, and cut levers and
rollers, and brought them to the boat resolving to try what I could do; suggesting
to myself that if I could but turn her down, I might repair the damage she had received,
and she would be a very good boat, and I might go to sea in her very easily.
I spared no pains, indeed, in this piece of fruitless toil, and spent, I think,
three or four weeks about it; at last finding it impossible to heave it up with
my little strength, I fell to digging away the sand, to undermine it, and so to
make it fall down, setting pieces of wood to thrust and guide it right in the fall.
But when I had done this, I was unable to stir it up again, or to get under it,
much less to move it forward towards the water; so I was forced to give it over;
and yet, though I gave over the hopes of the boat, my desire to venture over for
the main increased, rather than decreased, as the means for it seemed impossible.
This at length put me upon thinking whether it was not possible to make myself
a canoe, or periagua, such as the natives of those climates make, even without tools,
or, as I might say, without hands, of the trunk of a great tree. This I not only
thought possible, but easy, and pleased myself extremely with the thoughts of making
it, and with my having much more convenience for it than any of the negroes or Indians;
but not at all considering the particular inconveniences which I lay under more
than the Indians did - viz. want of hands to move it, when it was made, into the
water - a difficulty much harder for me to surmount than all the consequences of
want of tools could be to them; for what was it to me, if when I had chosen a vast
tree in the woods, and with much trouble cut it down, if I had been able with my
tools to hew and dub the outside into the proper shape of a boat, and burn or cut
out the inside to make it hollow, so as to make a boat of it - if, after all this,
I must leave it just there where I found it, and not be able to launch it into the
water?
One would have thought I could not have had the least reflection upon my mind
of my circumstances while I was making this boat, but I should have immediately
thought how I should get it into the sea; but my thoughts were so intent upon my
voyage over the sea in it, that I never once considered how I should get it off
the land: and it was really, in its own nature, more easy for me to guide it over
forty-five miles of sea than about forty-five fathoms of land, where it lay, to
set it afloat in the water.
I went to work upon this boat the most like a fool that ever man did who had
any of his senses awake. I pleased myself with the design, without determining whether
I was ever able to undertake it; not but that the difficulty of launching my boat
came often into my head; but I put a stop to my inquiries into it by this foolish
answer which I gave myself - "Let me first make it; I warrant I will find some way
or other to get it along when it is done."
This was a most preposterous method; but the eagerness of my fancy prevailed,
and to work I went. I felled a cedar-tree, and I question much whether Solomon ever
had such a one for the building of the Temple of Jerusalem; it was five feet ten
inches diameter at the lower part next the stump, and four feet eleven inches diameter
at the end of twenty-two feet; after which it lessened for a while, and then parted
into branches. It was not without infinite labour that I felled this tree; I was
twenty days hacking and hewing at it at the bottom; I was fourteen more getting
the branches and limbs and the vast spreading head cut off, which I hacked and hewed
through with axe and hatchet, and inexpressible labour; after this, it cost me a
month to shape it and dub it to a proportion, and to something like the bottom of
a boat, that it might swim upright as it ought to do. It cost me near three months
more to clear the inside, and work it out so as to make an exact boat of it; this
I did, indeed, without fire, by mere mallet and chisel, and by the dint of hard
labour, till I had brought it to be a very handsome periagua, and big enough to
have carried six-and-twenty men, and consequently big enough to have carried me
and all my cargo.