Upon these views I began to consider about putting the few rags I had, which
I called clothes, into some order; I had worn out all the waistcoats I had, and
my business was now to try if I could not make jackets out of the great watch-coats
which I had by me, and with such other materials as I had; so I set to work, tailoring,
or rather, indeed, botching, for I made most piteous work of it. However, I made
shift to make two or three new waistcoats, which I hoped would serve me a great
while: as for breeches or drawers, I made but a very sorry shift indeed till afterwards.
I have mentioned that I saved the skins of all the creatures that I killed, I
mean four-footed ones, and I had them hung up, stretched out with sticks in the
sun, by which means some of them were so dry and hard that they were fit for little,
but others were very useful. The first thing I made of these was a great cap for
my head, with the hair on the outside, to shoot off the rain; and this I performed
so well, that after I made me a suit of clothes wholly of these skins - that is
to say, a waistcoat, and breeches open at the knees, and both loose, for they were
rather wanting to keep me cool than to keep me warm. I must not omit to acknowledge
that they were wretchedly made; for if I was a bad carpenter, I was a worse tailor.
However, they were such as I made very good shift with, and when I was out, if it
happened to rain, the hair of my waistcoat and cap being outermost, I was kept very
dry.
After this, I spent a great deal of time and pains to make an umbrella; I was,
indeed, in great want of one, and had a great mind to make one; I had seen them
made in the Brazils, where they are very useful in the great heats there, and I
felt the heats every jot as great here, and greater too, being nearer the equinox;
besides, as I was obliged to be much abroad, it was a most useful thing to me, as
well for the rains as the heats. I took a world of pains with it, and was a great
while before I could make anything likely to hold: nay, after I had thought I had
hit the way, I spoiled two or three before I made one to my mind: but at last I
made one that answered indifferently well: the main difficulty I found was to make
it let down. I could make it spread, but if it did not let down too, and draw in,
it was not portable for me any way but just over my head, which would not do. However,
at last, as I said, I made one to answer, and covered it with skins, the hair upwards,
so that it cast off the rain like a pent-house, and kept off the sun so effectually,
that I could walk out in the hottest of the weather with greater advantage than
I could before in the coolest, and when I had no need of it could close it, and
carry it under my arm
Thus I lived mighty comfortably, my mind being entirely composed by resigning
myself to the will of God, and throwing myself wholly upon the disposal of His providence.
This made my life better than sociable, for when I began to regret the want of conversation
I would ask myself, whether thus conversing mutually with my own thoughts, and (as
I hope I may say) with even God Himself, by ejaculations, was not better than the
utmost enjoyment of human society in the world?
CHAPTER X - TAMES GOATS
I CANNOT say that after this, for five years, any extraordinary thing happened
to me, but I lived on in the same course, in the same posture and place, as before;
the chief things I was employed in, besides my yearly labour of planting my barley
and rice, and curing my raisins, of both which I always kept up just enough to have
sufficient stock of one year's provisions beforehand; I say, besides this yearly
labour, and my daily pursuit of going out with my gun, I had one labour, to make
a canoe, which at last I finished: so that, by digging a canal to it of six feet
wide and four feet deep, I brought it into the creek, almost half a mile. As for
the first, which was so vastly big, for I made it without considering beforehand,
as I ought to have done, how I should be able to launch it, so, never being able
to bring it into the water, or bring the water to it, I was obliged to let it lie
where it was as a memorandum to teach me to be wiser the next time: indeed, the
next time, though I could not get a tree proper for it, and was in a place where
I could not get the water to it at any less distance than, as I have said, near
half a mile, yet, as I saw it was practicable at last, I never gave it over; and
though I was near two years about it, yet I never grudged my labour, in hopes of
having a boat to go off to sea at last.
However, though my little periagua was finished, yet the size of it was not at
all answerable to the design which I had in view when I made the first; I mean of
venturing over to the TERRA FIRMA, where it was above forty miles broad; accordingly,
the smallness of my boat assisted to put an end to that design, and now I thought
no more of it. As I had a boat, my next design was to make a cruise round the island;
for as I had been on the other side in one place, crossing, as I have already described
it, over the land, so the discoveries I made in that little journey made me very
eager to see other parts of the coast; and now I had a boat, I thought of nothing
but sailing round the island.
For this purpose, that I might do everything with discretion and consideration,
I fitted up a little mast in my boat, and made a sail too out of some of the pieces
of the ship's sails which lay in store, and of which I had a great stock by me.
Having fitted my mast and sail, and tried the boat, I found she would sail very
well; then I made little lockers or boxes at each end of my boat, to put provisions,
necessaries, ammunition, &c., into, to be kept dry, either from rain or the spray
of the sea; and a little, long, hollow place I cut in the inside of the boat, where
I could lay my gun, making a flap to hang down over it to keep it dry.
I fixed my umbrella also in the step at the stern, like a mast, to stand over
my head, and keep the heat of the sun off me, like an awning; and thus I every now
and then took a little voyage upon the sea, but never went far out, nor far from
the little creek. At last, being eager to view the circumference of my little kingdom,
I resolved upon my cruise; and accordingly I victualled my ship for the voyage,
putting in two dozen of loaves (cakes I should call them) of barley-bread, an earthen
pot full of parched rice (a food I ate a good deal of), a little bottle of rum,
half a goat, and powder and shot for killing more, and two large watch-coats, of
those which, as I mentioned before, I had saved out of the seamen's chests; these
I took, one to lie upon, and the other to cover me in the night.
It was the 6th of November, in the sixth year of my reign - or my captivity,
which you please - that I set out on this voyage, and I found it much longer than
I expected; for though the island itself was not very large, yet when I came to
the east side of it, I found a great ledge of rocks lie out about two leagues into
the sea, some above water, some under it; and beyond that a shoal of sand, lying
dry half a league more, so that I was obliged to go a great way out to sea to double
the point.
When I first discovered them, I was going to give over my enterprise, and come
back again, not knowing how far it might oblige me to go out to sea; and above all,
doubting how I should get back again: so I came to an anchor; for I had made a kind
of an anchor with a piece of a broken grappling which I got out of the ship.
Having secured my boat, I took my gun and went on shore, climbing up a hill,
which seemed to overlook that point where I saw the full extent of it, and resolved
to venture.
In my viewing the sea from that hill where I stood, I perceived a strong, and
indeed a most furious current, which ran to the east, and even came close to the
point; and I took the more notice of it because I saw there might be some danger
that when I came into it I might be carried out to sea by the strength of it, and
not be able to make the island again; and indeed, had I not got first upon this
hill, I believe it would have been so; for there was the same current on the other
side the island, only that it set off at a further distance, and I saw there was
a strong eddy under the shore; so I had nothing to do but to get out of the first
current, and I should presently be in an eddy.
I lay here, however, two days, because the wind blowing pretty fresh at ESE.,
and that being just contrary to the current, made a great breach of the sea upon
the point: so that it was not safe for me to keep too close to the shore for the
breach, nor to go too far off, because of the stream.
The third day, in the morning, the wind having abated overnight, the sea was
calm, and I ventured: but I am a warning to all rash and ignorant pilots; for no
sooner was I come to the point, when I was not even my boat's length from the shore,
but I found myself in a great depth of water, and a current like the sluice of a
mill; it carried my boat along with it with such violence that all I could do could
not keep her so much as on the edge of it; but I found it hurried me farther and
farther out from the eddy, which was on my left hand. There was no wind stirring
to help me, and all I could do with my paddles signified nothing: and now I began
to give myself over for lost; for as the current was on both sides of the island,
I knew in a few leagues distance they must join again, and then I was irrecoverably
gone; nor did I see any possibility of avoiding it; so that I had no prospect before
me but of perishing, not by the sea, for that was calm enough, but of starving from
hunger. I had, indeed, found a tortoise on the shore, as big almost as I could lift,
and had tossed it into the boat; and I had a great jar of fresh water, that is to
say, one of my earthen pots; but what was all this to being driven into the vast
ocean, where, to be sure, there was no shore, no mainland or island, for a thousand
leagues at least?
And now I saw how easy it was for the providence of God to make even the most
miserable condition of mankind worse. Now I looked back upon my desolate, solitary
island as the most pleasant place in the world and all the happiness my heart could
wish for was to be but there again. I stretched out my hands to it, with eager wishes
- "O happy desert!" said I, "I shall never see thee more. O miserable creature!
whither am going?" Then I reproached myself with my unthankful temper, and that
I had repined at my solitary condition; and now what would I give to be on shore
there again! Thus, we never see the true state of our condition till it is illustrated
to us by its contraries, nor know how to value what we enjoy, but by the want of
it. It is scarcely possible to imagine the consternation I was now in, being driven
from my beloved island (for so it appeared to me now to be) into the wide ocean,
almost two leagues, and in the utmost despair of ever recovering it again. However,
I worked hard till, indeed, my strength was almost exhausted, and kept my boat as
much to the northward, that is, towards the side of the current which the eddy lay
on, as possibly I could; when about noon, as the sun passed the meridian, I thought
I felt a little breeze of wind in my face, springing up from SSE. This cheered my
heart a little, and especially when, in about half-an-hour more, it blew a pretty
gentle gale. By this time I had got at a frightful distance from the island, and
had the least cloudy or hazy weather intervened, I had been undone another way,
too; for I had no compass on board, and should never have known how to have steered
towards the island, if I had but once lost sight of it; but the weather continuing
clear, I applied myself to get up my mast again, and spread my sail, standing away
to the north as much as possible, to get out of the current.
Just as I had set my mast and sail, and the boat began to stretch away, I saw
even by the clearness of the water some alteration of the current was near; for
where the current was so strong the water was foul; but perceiving the water clear,
I found the current abate; and presently I found to the east, at about half a mile,
a breach of the sea upon some rocks: these rocks I found caused the current to part
again, and as the main stress of it ran away more southerly, leaving the rocks to
the north-east, so the other returned by the repulse of the rocks, and made a strong
eddy, which ran back again to the north-west, with a very sharp stream.
They who know what it is to have a reprieve brought to them upon the ladder,
or to be rescued from thieves just going to murder them, or who have been in such
extremities, may guess what my present surprise of joy was, and how gladly I put
my boat into the stream of this eddy; and the wind also freshening, how gladly I
spread my sail to it, running cheerfully before the wind, and with a strong tide
or eddy underfoot.
This eddy carried me about a league on my way back again, directly towards the
island, but about two leagues more to the northward than the current which carried
me away at first; so that when I came near the island, I found myself open to the
northern shore of it, that is to say, the other end of the island, opposite to that
which I went out from.
When I had made something more than a league of way by the help of this current
or eddy, I found it was spent, and served me no further. However, I found that being
between two great currents - viz. that on the south side, which had hurried me away,
and that on the north, which lay about a league on the other side; I say, between
these two, in the wake of the island, I found the water at least still, and running
no way; and having still a breeze of wind fair for me, I kept on steering directly
for the island, though not making such fresh way as I did before.
About four o'clock in the evening, being then within a league of the island,
I found the point of the rocks which occasioned this disaster stretching out, as
is described before, to the southward, and casting off the current more southerly,
had, of course, made another eddy to the north; and this I found very strong, but
not directly setting the way my course lay, which was due west, but almost full
north. However, having a fresh gale, I stretched across this eddy, slanting north-west;
and in about an hour came within about a mile of the shore, where, it being smooth
water, I soon got to land.