I was something impatient, as I have observed, to have the use of my boat, though
very loath to run any more hazards; and therefore sometimes I sat contriving ways
to get her about the island, and at other times I sat myself down contented enough
without her. But I had a strange uneasiness in my mind to go down to the point of
the island where, as I have said in my last ramble, I went up the hill to see how
the shore lay, and how the current set, that I might see what I had to do: this
inclination increased upon me every day, and at length I resolved to travel thither
by land, following the edge of the shore. I did so; but had any one in England met
such a man as I was, it must either have frightened him, or raised a great deal
of laughter; and as I frequently stood still to look at myself, I could not but
smile at the notion of my travelling through Yorkshire with such an equipage, and
in such a dress. Be pleased to take a sketch of my figure, as follows.
I had a great high shapeless cap, made of a goat's skin, with a flap hanging
down behind, as well to keep the sun from me as to shoot the rain off from running
into my neck, nothing being so hurtful in these climates as the rain upon the flesh
under the clothes.
I had a short jacket of goat's skin, the skirts coming down to about the middle
of the thighs, and a pair of open-kneed breeches of the same; the breeches were
made of the skin of an old he-goat, whose hair hung down such a length on either
side that, like pantaloons, it reached to the middle of my legs; stockings and shoes
I had none, but had made me a pair of somethings, I scarce knew what to call them,
like buskins, to flap over my legs, and lace on either side like spatterdashes,
but of a most barbarous shape, as indeed were all the rest of my clothes.
I had on a broad belt of goat's skin dried, which I drew together with two thongs
of the same instead of buckles, and in a kind of a frog on either side of this,
instead of a sword and dagger, hung a little saw and a hatchet, one on one side
and one on the other. I had another belt not so broad, and fastened in the same
manner, which hung over my shoulder, and at the end of it, under my left arm, hung
two pouches, both made of goat's skin too, in one of which hung my powder, in the
other my shot. At my back I carried my basket, and on my shoulder my gun, and over
my head a great clumsy, ugly, goat's-skin umbrella, but which, after all, was the
most necessary thing I had about me next to my gun. As for my face, the colour of
it was really not so mulatto-like as one might expect from a man not at all careful
of it, and living within nine or ten degrees of the equinox. My beard I had once
suffered to grow till it was about a quarter of a yard long; but as I had both scissors
and razors sufficient, I had cut it pretty short, except what grew on my upper lip,
which I had trimmed into a large pair of Mahometan whiskers, such as I had seen
worn by some Turks at Sallee, for the Moors did not wear such, though the Turks
did; of these moustachios, or whiskers, I will not say they were long enough to
hang my hat upon them, but they were of a length and shape monstrous enough, and
such as in England would have passed for frightful.
But all this is by-the-bye; for as to my figure, I had so few to observe me that
it was of no manner of consequence, so I say no more of that. In this kind of dress
I went my new journey, and was out five or six days. I travelled first along the
sea-shore, directly to the place where I first brought my boat to an anchor to get
upon the rocks; and having no boat now to take care of, I went over the land a nearer
way to the same height that I was upon before, when, looking forward to the points
of the rocks which lay out, and which I was obliged to double with my boat, as is
said above, I was surprised to see the sea all smooth and quiet - no rippling, no
motion, no current, any more there than in other places. I was at a strange loss
to understand this, and resolved to spend some time in the observing it, to see
if nothing from the sets of the tide had occasioned it; but I was presently convinced
how it was - viz. that the tide of ebb setting from the west, and joining with the
current of waters from some great river on the shore, must be the occasion of this
current, and that, according as the wind blew more forcibly from the west or from
the north, this current came nearer or went farther from the shore; for, waiting
thereabouts till evening, I went up to the rock again, and then the tide of ebb
being made, I plainly saw the current again as before, only that it ran farther
off, being near half a league from the shore, whereas in my case it set close upon
the shore, and hurried me and my canoe along with it, which at another time it would
not have done.
This observation convinced me that I had nothing to do but to observe the ebbing
and the flowing of the tide, and I might very easily bring my boat about the island
again; but when I began to think of putting it in practice, I had such terror upon
my spirits at the remembrance of the danger I had been in, that I could not think
of it again with any patience, but, on the contrary, I took up another resolution,
which was more safe, though more laborious - and this was, that I would build, or
rather make, me another periagua or canoe, and so have one for one side of the island,
and one for the other.
You are to understand that now I had, as I may call it, two plantations in the
island - one my little fortification or tent, with the wall about it, under the
rock, with the cave behind me, which by this time I had enlarged into several apartments
or caves, one within another. One of these, which was the driest and largest, and
had a door out beyond my wall or fortification - that is to say, beyond where my
wall joined to the rock - was all filled up with the large earthen pots of which
I have given an account, and with fourteen or fifteen great baskets, which would
hold five or six bushels each, where I laid up my stores of provisions, especially
my corn, some in the ear, cut off short from the straw, and the other rubbed out
with my hand.
As for my wall, made, as before, with long stakes or piles, those piles grew
all like trees, and were by this time grown so big, and spread so very much, that
there was not the least appearance, to any one's view, of any habitation behind
them.
Near this dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the land, and upon lower
ground, lay my two pieces of corn land, which I kept duly cultivated and sowed,
and which duly yielded me their harvest in its season; and whenever I had occasion
for more corn, I had more land adjoining as fit as that.
Besides this, I had my country seat, and I had now a tolerable plantation there
also; for, first, I had my little bower, as I called it, which I kept in repair
- that is to say, I kept the hedge which encircled it in constantly fitted up to
its usual height, the ladder standing always in the inside. I kept the trees, which
at first were no more than stakes, but were now grown very firm and tall, always
cut, so that they might spread and grow thick and wild, and make the more agreeable
shade, which they did effectually to my mind. In the middle of this I had my tent
always standing, being a piece of a sail spread over poles, set up for that purpose,
and which never wanted any repair or renewing; and under this I had made me a squab
or couch with the skins of the creatures I had killed, and with other soft things,
and a blanket laid on them, such as belonged to our sea-bedding, which I had saved;
and a great watch-coat to cover me. And here, whenever I had occasion to be absent
from my chief seat, I took up my country habitation.
Adjoining to this I had my enclosures for my cattle, that is to say my goats,
and I had taken an inconceivable deal of pains to fence and enclose this ground.
I was so anxious to see it kept entire, lest the goats should break through, that
I never left off till, with infinite labour, I had stuck the outside of the hedge
so full of small stakes, and so near to one another, that it was rather a pale than
a hedge, and there was scarce room to put a hand through between them; which afterwards,
when those stakes grew, as they all did in the next rainy season, made the enclosure
strong like a wall, indeed stronger than any wall.
This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I spared no pains to bring
to pass whatever appeared necessary for my comfortable support, for I considered
the keeping up a breed of tame creatures thus at my hand would be a living magazine
of flesh, milk, butter, and cheese for me as long as I lived in the place, if it
were to be forty years; and that keeping them in my reach depended entirely upon
my perfecting my enclosures to such a degree that I might be sure of keeping them
together; which by this method, indeed, I so effectually secured, that when these
little stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very thick that I was forced
to pull some of them up again.
In this place also I had my grapes growing, which I principally depended on for
my winter store of raisins, and which I never failed to preserve very carefully,
as the best and most agreeable dainty of my whole diet; and indeed they were not
only agreeable, but medicinal, wholesome, nourishing, and refreshing to the last
degree.
As this was also about half-way between my other habitation and the place where
I had laid up my boat, I generally stayed and lay here in my way thither, for I
used frequently to visit my boat; and I kept all things about or belonging to her
in very good order. Sometimes I went out in her to divert myself, but no more hazardous
voyages would I go, scarcely ever above a stone's cast or two from the shore, I
was so apprehensive of being hurried out of my knowledge again by the currents or
winds, or any other accident. But now I come to a new scene of my life. It happened
one day, about noon, going towards my boat, I was exceedingly surprised with the
print of a man's naked foot on the shore, which was very plain to be seen on the
sand. I stood like one thunderstruck, or as if I had seen an apparition. I listened,
I looked round me, but I could hear nothing, nor see anything; I went up to a rising
ground to look farther; I went up the shore and down the shore, but it was all one;
I could see no other impression but that one. I went to it again to see if there
were any more, and to observe if it might not be my fancy; but there was no room
for that, for there was exactly the print of a foot - toes, heel, and every part
of a foot. How it came thither I knew not, nor could I in the least imagine; but
after innumerable fluttering thoughts, like a man perfectly confused and out of
myself, I came home to my fortification, not feeling, as we say, the ground I went
on, but terrified to the last degree, looking behind me at every two or three steps,
mistaking every bush and tree, and fancying every stump at a distance to be a man.
Nor is it possible to describe how many various shapes my affrighted imagination
represented things to me in, how many wild ideas were found every moment in my fancy,
and what strange, unaccountable whimsies came into my thoughts by the way.
When I came to my castle (for so I think I called it ever after this), I fled
into it like one pursued. Whether I went over by the ladder, as first contrived,
or went in at the hole in the rock, which I had called a door, I cannot remember;
no, nor could I remember the next morning, for never frightened hare fled to cover,
or fox to earth, with more terror of mind than I to this retreat.
I slept none that night; the farther I was from the occasion of my fright, the
greater my apprehensions were, which is something contrary to the nature of such
things, and especially to the usual practice of all creatures in fear; but I was
so embarrassed with my own frightful ideas of the thing, that I formed nothing but
dismal imaginations to myself, even though I was now a great way off. Sometimes
I fancied it must be the devil, and reason joined in with me in this supposition,
for how should any other thing in human shape come into the place? Where was the
vessel that brought them? What marks were there of any other footstep? And how was
it possible a man should come there? But then, to think that Satan should take human
shape upon him in such a place, where there could be no manner of occasion for it,
but to leave the print of his foot behind him, and that even for no purpose too,
for he could not be sure I should see it - this was an amusement the other way.
I considered that the devil might have found out abundance of other ways to have
terrified me than this of the single print of a foot; that as I lived quite on the
other side of the island, he would never have been so simple as to leave a mark
in a place where it was ten thousand to one whether I should ever see it or not,
and in the sand too, which the first surge of the sea, upon a high wind, would have
defaced entirely. All this seemed inconsistent with the thing itself and with all
the notions we usually entertain of the subtlety of the devil.
Abundance of such things as these assisted to argue me out of all apprehensions
of its being the devil; and I presently concluded then that it must be some more
dangerous creature - viz. that it must be some of the savages of the mainland opposite
who had wandered out to sea in their canoes, and either driven by the currents or
by contrary winds, had made the island, and had been on shore, but were gone away
again to sea; being as loath, perhaps, to have stayed in this desolate island as
I would have been to have had them.
While these reflections were rolling in my mind, I was very thankful in my thoughts
that I was so happy as not to be thereabouts at that time, or that they did not
see my boat, by which they would have concluded that some inhabitants had been in
the place, and perhaps have searched farther for me. Then terrible thoughts racked
my imagination about their having found out my boat, and that there were people
here; and that, if so, I should certainly have them come again in greater numbers
and devour me; that if it should happen that they should not find me, yet they would
find my enclosure, destroy all my corn, and carry away all my flock of tame goats,
and I should perish at last for mere want.
Thus my fear banished all my religious hope, all that former confidence in God,
which was founded upon such wonderful experience as I had had of His goodness; as
if He that had fed me by miracle hitherto could not preserve, by His power, the
provision which He had made for me by His goodness. I reproached myself with my
laziness, that would not sow any more corn one year than would just serve me till
the next season, as if no accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the crop
that was upon the ground; and this I thought so just a reproof, that I resolved
for the future to have two or three years' corn beforehand; so that, whatever might
come, I might not perish for want of bread.