The last time of these two had well-nigh been fatal to me, for the sea having
hurried me along as before, landed me, or rather dashed me, against a piece of rock,
and that with such force, that it left me senseless, and indeed helpless, as to
my own deliverance; for the blow taking my side and breast, beat the breath as it
were quite out of my body; and had it returned again immediately, I must have been
strangled in the water; but I recovered a little before the return of the waves,
and seeing I should be covered again with the water, I resolved to hold fast by
a piece of the rock, and so to hold my breath, if possible, till the wave went back.
Now, as the waves were not so high as at first, being nearer land, I held my hold
till the wave abated, and then fetched another run, which brought me so near the
shore that the next wave, though it went over me, yet did not so swallow me up as
to carry me away; and the next run I took, I got to the mainland, where, to my great
comfort, I clambered up the cliffs of the shore and sat me down upon the grass,
free from danger and quite out of the reach of the water.
I was now landed and safe on shore, and began to look up and thank God that my
life was saved, in a case wherein there was some minutes before scarce any room
to hope. I believe it is impossible to express, to the life, what the ecstasies
and transports of the soul are, when it is so saved, as I may say, out of the very
grave: and I do not wonder now at the custom, when a malefactor, who has the halter
about his neck, is tied up, and just going to be turned off, and has a reprieve
brought to him - I say, I do not wonder that they bring a surgeon with it, to let
him blood that very moment they tell him of it, that the surprise may not drive
the animal spirits from the heart and overwhelm him.
"For sudden joys, like griefs, confound at first."
I walked about on the shore lifting up my hands, and my whole being, as I may
say, wrapped up in a contemplation of my deliverance; making a thousand gestures
and motions, which I cannot describe; reflecting upon all my comrades that were
drowned, and that there should not be one soul saved but myself; for, as for them,
I never saw them afterwards, or any sign of them, except three of their hats, one
cap, and two shoes that were not fellows.
I cast my eye to the stranded vessel, when, the breach and froth of the sea being
so big, I could hardly see it, it lay so far of; and considered, Lord! how was it
possible I could get on shore
After I had solaced my mind with the comfortable part of my condition, I began
to look round me, to see what kind of place I was in, and what was next to be done;
and I soon found my comforts abate, and that, in a word, I had a dreadful deliverance;
for I was wet, had no clothes to shift me, nor anything either to eat or drink to
comfort me; neither did I see any prospect before me but that of perishing with
hunger or being devoured by wild beasts; and that which was particularly afflicting
to me was, that I had no weapon, either to hunt and kill any creature for my sustenance,
or to defend myself against any other creature that might desire to kill me for
theirs. In a word, I had nothing about me but a knife, a tobacco-pipe, and a little
tobacco in a box. This was all my provisions; and this threw me into such terrible
agonies of mind, that for a while I ran about like a madman. Night coming upon me,
I began with a heavy heart to consider what would be my lot if there were any ravenous
beasts in that country, as at night they always come abroad for their prey.
All the remedy that offered to my thoughts at that time was to get up into a
thick bushy tree like a fir, but thorny, which grew near me, and where I resolved
to sit all night, and consider the next day what death I should die, for as yet
I saw no prospect of life. I walked about a furlong from the shore, to see if I
could find any fresh water to drink, which I did, to my great joy; and having drank,
and put a little tobacco into my mouth to prevent hunger, I went to the tree, and
getting up into it, endeavoured to place myself so that if I should sleep I might
not fall. And having cut me a short stick, like a truncheon, for my defence, I took
up my lodging; and having been excessively fatigued, I fell fast asleep, and slept
as comfortably as, I believe, few could have done in my condition, and found myself
more refreshed with it than, I think, I ever was on such an occasion.
CHAPTER IV - FIRST WEEKS ON THE ISLAND
WHEN I waked it was broad day, the weather clear, and the storm abated, so that
the sea did not rage and swell as before. But that which surprised me most was,
that the ship was lifted off in the night from the sand where she lay by the swelling
of the tide, and was driven up almost as far as the rock which I at first mentioned,
where I had been so bruised by the wave dashing me against it. This being within
about a mile from the shore where I was, and the ship seeming to stand upright still,
I wished myself on board, that at least I might save some necessary things for my
use.
When I came down from my apartment in the tree, I looked about me again, and
the first thing I found was the boat, which lay, as the wind and the sea had tossed
her up, upon the land, about two miles on my right hand. I walked as far as I could
upon the shore to have got to her; but found a neck or inlet of water between me
and the boat which was about half a mile broad; so I came back for the present,
being more intent upon getting at the ship, where I hoped to find something for
my present subsistence.
A little after noon I found the sea very calm, and the tide ebbed so far out
that I could come within a quarter of a mile of the ship. And here I found a fresh
renewing of my grief; for I saw evidently that if we had kept on board we had been
all safe - that is to say, we had all got safe on shore, and I had not been so miserable
as to be left entirety destitute of all comfort and company as I now was. This forced
tears to my eyes again; but as there was little relief in that, I resolved, if possible,
to get to the ship; so I pulled off my clothes - for the weather was hot to extremity
- and took the water. But when I came to the ship my difficulty was still greater
to know how to get on board; for, as she lay aground, and high out of the water,
there was nothing within my reach to lay hold of. I swam round her twice, and the
second time I spied a small piece of rope, which I wondered I did not see at first,
hung down by the fore-chains so low, as that with great difficulty I got hold of
it, and by the help of that rope I got up into the forecastle of the ship. Here
I found that the ship was bulged, and had a great deal of water in her hold, but
that she lay so on the side of a bank of hard sand, or, rather earth, that her stern
lay lifted up upon the bank, and her head low, almost to the water. By this means
all her quarter was free, and all that was in that part was dry; for you may be
sure my first work was to search, and to see what was spoiled and what was free.
And, first, I found that all the ship's provisions were dry and untouched by the
water, and being very well disposed to eat, I went to the bread room and filled
my pockets with biscuit, and ate it as I went about other things, for I had no time
to lose. I also found some rum in the great cabin, of which I took a large dram,
and which I had, indeed, need enough of to spirit me for what was before me. Now
I wanted nothing but a boat to furnish myself with many things which I foresaw would
be very necessary to me.
It was in vain to sit still and wish for what was not to be had; and this extremity
roused my application. We had several spare yards, and two or three large spars
of wood, and a spare topmast or two in the ship; I resolved to fall to work with
these, and I flung as many of them overboard as I could manage for their weight,
tying every one with a rope, that they might not drive away. When this was done
I went down the ship's side, and pulling them to me, I tied four of them together
at both ends as well as I could, in the form of a raft, and laying two or three
short pieces of plank upon them crossways, I found I could walk upon it very well,
but that it was not able to bear any great weight, the pieces being too light. So
I went to work, and with a carpenter's saw I cut a spare topmast into three lengths,
and added them to my raft, with a great deal of labour and pains. But the hope of
furnishing myself with necessaries encouraged me to go beyond what I should have
been able to have done upon another occasion.
My raft was now strong enough to bear any reasonable weight. My next care was
what to load it with, and how to preserve what I laid upon it from the surf of the
sea; but I was not long considering this. I first laid all the planks or boards
upon it that I could get, and having considered well what I most wanted, I got three
of the seamen's chests, which I had broken open, and emptied, and lowered them down
upon my raft; the first of these I filled with provisions - viz. bread, rice, three
Dutch cheeses, five pieces of dried goat's flesh (which we lived much upon), and
a little remainder of European corn, which had been laid by for some fowls which
we brought to sea with us, but the fowls were killed. There had been some barley
and wheat together; but, to my great disappointment, I found afterwards that the
rats had eaten or spoiled it all. As for liquors, I found several, cases of bottles
belonging to our skipper, in which were some cordial waters; and, in all, about
five or six gallons of rack. These I stowed by themselves, there being no need to
put them into the chest, nor any room for them. While I was doing this, I found
the tide begin to flow, though very calm; and I had the mortification to see my
coat, shirt, and waistcoat, which I had left on the shore, upon the sand, swim away.
As for my breeches, which were only linen, and open-kneed, I swam on board in them
and my stockings. However, this set me on rummaging for clothes, of which I found
enough, but took no more than I wanted for present use, for I had others things
which my eye was more upon - as, first, tools to work with on shore. And it was
after long searching that I found out the carpenter's chest, which was, indeed,
a very useful prize to me, and much more valuable than a shipload of gold would
have been at that time. I got it down to my raft, whole as it was, without losing
time to look into it, for I knew in general what it contained.
My next care was for some ammunition and arms. There were two very good fowling-pieces
in the great cabin, and two pistols. These I secured first, with some powder-horns
and a small bag of shot, and two old rusty swords. I knew there were three barrels
of powder in the ship, but knew not where our gunner had stowed them; but with much
search I found them, two of them dry and good, the third had taken water. Those
two I got to my raft with the arms. And now I thought myself pretty well freighted,
and began to think how I should get to shore with them, having neither sail, oar,
nor rudder; and the least capful of wind would have overset all my navigation.
I had three encouragements - 1st, a smooth, calm sea; 2ndly, the tide rising,
and setting in to the shore; 3rdly, what little wind there was blew me towards the
land. And thus, having found two or three broken oars belonging to the boat - and,
besides the tools which were in the chest, I found two saws, an axe, and a hammer;
with this cargo I put to sea. For a mile or thereabouts my raft went very well,
only that I found it drive a little distant from the place where I had landed before;
by which I perceived that there was some indraft of the water, and consequently
I hoped to find some creek or river there, which I might make use of as a port to
get to land with my cargo.
As I imagined, so it was. There appeared before me a little opening of the land,
and I found a strong current of the tide set into it; so I guided my raft as well
as I could, to keep in the middle of the stream.
But here I had like to have suffered a second shipwreck, which, if I had, I think
verily would have broken my heart; for, knowing nothing of the coast, my raft ran
aground at one end of it upon a shoal, and not being aground at the other end, it
wanted but a little that all my cargo had slipped off towards the end that was afloat,
and to fallen into the water. I did my utmost, by setting my back against the chests,
to keep them in their places, but could not thrust off the raft with all my strength;
neither durst I stir from the posture I was in; but holding up the chests with all
my might, I stood in that manner near half-an-hour, in which time the rising of
the water brought me a little more upon a level; and a little after, the water still-rising,
my raft floated again, and I thrust her off with the oar I had into the channel,
and then driving up higher, I at length found myself in the mouth of a little river,
with land on both sides, and a strong current of tide running up. I looked on both
sides for a proper place to get to shore, for I was not willing to be driven too
high up the river: hoping in time to see some ships at sea, and therefore resolved
to place myself as near the coast as I could.
At length I spied a little cove on the right shore of the creek, to which with
great pain and difficulty I guided my raft, and at last got so near that, reaching
ground with my oar, I could thrust her directly in. But here I had like to have
dipped all my cargo into the sea again; for that shore lying pretty steep - that
is to say sloping - there was no place to land, but where one end of my float, if
it ran on shore, would lie so high, and the other sink lower, as before, that it
would endanger my cargo again. All that I could do was to wait till the tide was
at the highest, keeping the raft with my oar like an anchor, to hold the side of
it fast to the shore, near a flat piece of ground, which I expected the water would
flow over; and so it did. As soon as I found water enough - for my raft drew about
a foot of water - I thrust her upon that flat piece of ground, and there fastened
or moored her, by sticking my two broken oars into the ground, one on one side near
one end, and one on the other side near the other end; and thus I lay till the water
ebbed away, and left my raft and all my cargo safe on shore.