“Very—very well,” said Madam Pomfrey, looking startled, and she too left.
Dumbledore made sure that the door was closed, and that Madam Pomfrey's footsteps
had died away, before he spoke again.
“And now,” he said, “it is time for two of our number to recognize each other
for what they are. Sirius ...if you could resume your usual form.”
The great black dog looked up at Dumbledore, then, in an instant, turned
back into a man.
Mrs. Weasley screamed and leapt back from the bed.
“Sirius Black!” she shrieked, pointing at him.
“Mum, shut up!” Ron yelled. “It's okay!”
Snape had not yelled or jumped backward, but the look on his face was one
of mingled fury and horror.
“Him!” he snarled, staring at Sirius, whose face showed equal dislike. “What
is he doing here?”
“He is here at my invitation,” said Dumbledore, looking between them, “as
are you, Severus. I trust you both. It is time for you to lay aside your old
differences and trust each other.”
Harry thought Dumbledore was asking for a near miracle. Sirius and Snape
were eyeing each other with the utmost loathing.
“I will settle, in the short term,” said Dumbledore, with a bite of impatience
in his voice, “for a lack of open hostility. You will shake hands. You are on
the same side now. Time is short, and unless the few of us who know the truth
do not stand united, there is no hope
for any us.
Very slowly—but still glaring at each other as though each wished the other
nothing but ill—Sirius and Snape moved toward each other and shook hands. They
let go extremely quickly.
“That will do to be going on with,” said Dumbledore, stepping between them
once more. “Now I have work for each of you. Fudge's attitude, though not unexpected,
changes everything. Sirius, I need you to set off at once. You are to alert
Remus Lupin, Arabella Figg, Mundungus Fletcher—the old crowd. Lie low at Lupin's
for a while; I will contact you there.”
“But—” said Harry.
He wanted Sirius to stay. He did not want to have to say goodbye again so
quickly.
“You'll see me very soon. Harry,” said Sirius, turning to him. “I promise
you. But I must do what I can, you understand, don't you?”
“Yeah,” said Harry. “Yeah... of course I do.”
Sirius grasped his hand briefly, nodded to Dumbledore, transformed again
into the black dog, and ran the length of the room to the door, whose handle
he turned with a paw. Then he was gone.
“Severus,” said Dumbledore, turning to Snape, “you know what I must ask you
to do. If you are ready... if you are prepared ...”
“I am,” said Snape.
He looked slightly paler than usual, and his cold, black eyes glittered strangely.
“Then good luck,” said Dumbledore, and he watched, with a trace of apprehension
on his face, as Snape swept wordlessly after Sirius.
It was several minutes before Dumbledore spoke again.
“I must go downstairs,” he said finally. “I must see the Diggorys. Harry—take
the rest of your potion. I will see all of you later.”
Harry slumped back against his pillows as Dumbledore disappeared. Hermione,
Ron, and Mrs. Weasley were all looking at him. None of them spoke for a very
long time.
“You've got to take the rest of your potion. Harry,” Mrs. Weasley said at
last. Her hand nudged the sack of gold on his bedside cabinet as she reached
for the bottle and the goblet. “You have a good long sleep. Try and think about
something else for a while... think about what you're going to buy with your
winnings!”
“I don't want that gold,” said Harry in an expressionless voice. “You have
it. Anyone can have it. I shouldn't have won it. It should've been Cedric's.”
The thing against which he had been fighting on and off ever since he had
come out of the maze was threatening to overpower him. He could feel a burning,
prickling feeling in the inner corners of his eyes. He blinked and stared up
at the ceiling.
“It wasn't your fault. Harry,” Mrs. Weasley whispered.
“I told him to take the cup with me,” said Harry.
Now the burning feeling was in his throat too. He wished Ron would look away.
Mrs. Weasley set the potion down on the bedside cabinet, bent down, and put
her arms around Harry. He had no memory of ever being hugged like this, as though
by a mother. The full weight of everything he had seen that night seemed to
fall in upon him as Mrs. Weasley held him to her. His mother s face, his father's
voice, the sight of Cedric, dead on the ground all started spinning in his head
until he could hardly bear it, until he was screwing up his face against the
howl of misery fighting to get out of him.
There was a loud slamming noise, and Mrs. Weasley and Harry broke apart.
Hermione was standing by the window. She was holding something tight in her
hand.
“Sorry,” she whispered.
“Your potion, Harry,” said Mrs. Weasley quickly, wiping her eyes on the back
of her hand.
Harry drank it in one gulp. The effect was instantaneous. Heavy, irresistible
waves of dreamless sleep broke over him; he fell back onto his pillows and thought
no more.
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
THE BEGINNING
When he looked back, even a month later, Harry found he had only scattered
memories of the next few days. It was as though he had been through too much
to take in any more. The recollections he did have were very painful. The worst,
perhaps, was the meeting with the Diggorys that took place the following morning.
They did not blame him for what had happened; on the contrary, both thanked
him for returning Cedric's body to them. Mr. Diggory sobbed through most of
the interview. Mrs. Diggory's grief seemed to be beyond tears.
“He suffered very little then,” she said, when Harry had told her how Cedric
had died. “And after all, Amos ...he died just when he'd won the tournament.
He must have been happy.”
When they got to their feet, she looked down at Harry and said, “You look
after yourself, now.”
Harry seized the sack of gold on the bedside table.
“You take this,” he muttered to her. “It should've been Cedric's, he got
there first, you take it—”
But she backed away from him.
“Oh no, it's yours, dear, I couldn't... you keep it.”
Harry returned to Gryffindor Tower the following evening. From what Hermione
and Ron told him, Dumbledore had spoken to the school that morning at breakfast.
He had merely requested that they leave Harry alone, that nobody ask him questions
or badger him to tell the story of what had happened in the maze. Most people,
he noticed, were skirting him in the corridors, avoiding his eyes. Some whispered
behind their hands as he passed. He guessed that many of them had believed Rita
Skeeter's article about how disturbed and possibly dangerous he was. Perhaps
they were formulating their own theories about how Cedric had died. He found
he didn't care very much. He liked it best when he was with Ron and Hermione
and they were talking about other things, or else letting him sit in silence
while they played chess. He felt as though all three of them had reached an
understanding they didn't need to put into words; that each was waiting for
some sign, some word, of what was going on outside Hogwarts—and that it was
useless to speculate about what might be coming until they knew anything for
certain. The only time they touched upon the subject was when Ron told Harry
about a meeting Mrs. Weasley had had with Dumbledore before going home.
“She went to ask him if you could come straight to us this summer,” he said.
“But he wants you to go back to the Dursleys, at least at first.”
“Why?” said Harry.
“She said Dumbledore's got his reasons,” said Ron, shaking his head darkly.
“I suppose we've got to trust him, haven't we?”
The only person apart from Ron and Hermione that Harry felt able to talk
to was Hagrid. As there was no longer a Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher,
they had those lessons free. They used the one on Thursday afternoon to go down
and visit Hagrid in his cabin. It was a bright and sunny day; Fang bounded out
of the open door as they approached, barking and wagging his tail madly.
“Who's that?” called Hagrid, coming to the door. “Harry!”
He strode out to meet them, pulled Harry into a one-armed hug, ruffled his
hair, and said, “Good ter see yeh, mate. Good ter see yeh.”
They saw two bucket-size cups and saucers on the wooden table in front of
the fireplace when they entered Hagrid's cabin.
“Bin havin' a cuppa with Olympe,” Hagrid said. “She's jus' left.”
“Who?” said Ron curiously.
“Madame Maxime, o' course!” said Hagrid.
“You two made up, have you?” said Ron.
“Dunno what yeh're talkin' about,” said Hagrid airily, fetching more cups
from the dresser. When he had made tea and offered around a plate of doughy
cookies, he leaned back in his chair and surveyed Harry closely through his
beetle-black eyes.
“You all righ'?” he said gruffly
“Yeah,” said Harry.
“No, yeh're not,” said Hagrid. “Course yeh're not. But yeh will be.”
Harry said nothing.
“Knew he was goin' ter come back,” said Hagrid, and Harry, Ron, and Hermione
looked up at him, shocked. “Known it fer years. Harry. Knew he was out there,
bidin' his time. It had ter happen. Well, now it has, an' we'll jus' have ter
get on with it. We'll fight. Migh' be able ter stop him before he gets a good
hold. That's Dumbledores plan, anyway. Great man, Dumbledore. 'S long as we've
got him, I'm not too worried.”
Hagrid raised his bushy eyebrows at the disbelieving expressions on their
faces.
“No good sittin' worryin' abou' it,” he said. “What's comin' will come, an
we'll meet it when it does. Dumbledore told me wha' you did. Harry.”
Hagrid's chest swelled as he looked at Harry.
“Yeh did as much as yer father would've done, an' I can' give yeh no higher
praise than that.”
Harry smiled back at him. It was the first time he'd smiled in days. “What's
Dumbledore asked you to do, Hagrid?” he asked. “He sent Professor McGonagall
to ask you and Madame Maxime to meet him—that night.”
“Got a little job fer me over the summer,” said Hagrid. “Secret, though.
I'm not s'pposed ter talk abou' it, no, not even ter you lot. Olympe—Madame
Maxime ter you—might be comin' with me. I think she will. Think I got her persuaded.”
“Is it to do with Voldemort?”
Hagrid flinched at the sound of the name.
“Migh' be,” he said evasively. “Now... who'd like ter come an' visit the
las' skrewt with me? I was jokin'—jokin'!” he added hastily, seeing the looks
on their faces.
It was with a heavy heart that Harry packed his trunk up in the dormitory
on the night before his return to Privet Drive. He was dreading the Leaving
Feast, which was usually a cause for celebration, when the winner of the Inter-House
Championship would be announced. He had avoided being in the Great Hall when
it was full ever since he had left the hospital wing, preferring to eat when
it was nearly empty to avoid the stares of his fellow students.
When he, Ron, and Hermione entered the Hall, they saw at once that the usual
decorations were missing. The Great Hall was normally decorated with the winning
House's colors for the Leaving Feast. Tonight, however, there were black drapes
on the wall behind the teachers' table. Harry knew instantly that they were
there as a mark of respect to Cedric.
The real Mad-Eye Moody was at the staff table now, his wooden leg and his
magical eye back in place. He was extremely twitchy, jumping every time someone
spoke to him. Harry couldn't blame him; Moodys fear of attack was bound to have
been increased by his ten-month imprisonment in his own trunk. Professor Karkaroff
s chair was empty. Harry wondered, as he sat down with the other Gryffindors,
where Karkaroff was now, and whether Voldemort had caught up with him.
Madame Maxime was still there. She was sitting next to Hagrid. They were
talking quietly together. Further along the table, sitting next to Professor
McGonagall, was Snape. His eyes lingered on Harry for a moment as Harry looked
at him. His expression was difficult to read. He looked as sour and unpleasant
as ever. Harry continued to watch him, long after Snape had looked away.
What was it that Snape had done on Dumbledores orders, the night that Voldemort
had returned? And why... why... was Dumbledore so convinced that Snape was truly
on their side? He had been their spy, Dumbledore had said so in the Pensieve.
Snape had turned spy against Voldemort, “at great personal risk.” Was that the
job he had taken up again? Had he made contact with the Death Eaters, perhaps?
Pretended that he had never really gone over to Dumbledore, that he had been,
like Voldemort himself, biding his time?
Harry's musings were ended by Professor Dumbledore, who stood up at the staff
table. The Great Hall, which in any case had been less noisy than it usually
was at the Leaving Feast, became very quiet.
“The end,” said Dumbledore, looking around at them all, “of another year.”
He paused, and his eyes fell upon the Hufflepuff table. Theirs had been the
most subdued table before he had gotten to his feet, and theirs were still the
saddest and palest faces in the Hall.
“There is much that I would like to say to you all tonight,” said Dumbledore,
“but I must first acknowledge the loss of a very fine person, who should be
sitting here,” he gestured toward the Hufflepuffs, “enjoying our feast with
us. I would like you all, please, to stand, and raise your glasses, to Cedric
Diggory.”
They did it, all of them; the benches scraped as everyone in the Hall stood,
and raised their goblets, and echoed, in one loud, low, rumbling voice, “Cedric
Diggory.”
Harry caught a glimpse of Cho through the crowd. There were tears pouring
silently down her face. He looked down at the table as they all sat down again.