'I know you're in there,' said Hermione's voice. 'Will you please come out?
I want to talk to you.'
'What are you doing here?' Harry asked her, pulling open the door as Buckbeak
resumed his scratching at the straw-strewn floor for any fragments of rat he
may have dropped. 'I thought you were skiing with your mum and dad?'
'Well, to tell the truth, skiing's not really my thing,' said Hermione. 'So,
I've come here for Christmas.' There was snow in her hair and her face was pink
with cold. 'But don't tell Ron. I told him skiing's really good because he kept
laughing so much. Mum and Dad are a bit disappointed, but I've told them that
everyone who is serious about the exams is staying at Hogwarts to study. They
want me to do well, they'll understand. Anyway,' she said briskly, 'let's go
to your bedroom, Ron's mum has lit a fire in there and she's sent up sandwiches.'
Harry followed her back to the second floor. When he entered the bedroom,
he was rather surprised to see both Ron and Ginny waiting for them, sitting
on Ron's bed.
'I came on the Knight Bus,' said Hermione airily, pulling off her jacket
before Harry had time to speak. 'Dumbledore told me what had happened first
thing this morning, but I had to wait for term to end officially before setting
off. Umbridge is already livid that you lot disappeared right under her nose,
even though Dumbledore told her Mr Weasley was in St Mungo's and he'd given
you all permission to visit. So:"
She sat down next to Ginny, and the two girls and Ron all looked up at Harry.
'How're you feeling?' asked Hermione.
Fine,' said Harry stiffly.
'Oh, don't lie, Harry,' she said impatiently. 'Ron and Ginny say you've been
hiding from everyone since you got back from St Mungo's.'
They do, do they?' said Harry, glaring at Ron and Ginny. Ron looked down
at his feet but Ginny seemed quite unabashed.
'Well, you have!' she said. 'And you won't look at any of us!'
'It's you lot who won't look at me!' said Harry angrily.
'Maybe you're taking it in turns to look, and keep missing each other,' suggested
Hermione, the corners of her mouth twitching.
'Very funny,' snapped Harry, turning away.
'Oh, stop feeling all misunderstood,' said Hermione sharply. 'Look, the others
have told me what you overheard last night on the Extendable Ears -'
'Yeah?' growled Harry, his hands deep in his pockets as he watched the snow
now falling thickly outside. 'All been talking about me, have you? Well, I'm
getting used to it.'
'We wanted to talk to you, Harry,' said Ginny, 'but as you've been hiding
ever since we got back -'
'I didn't want anyone to talk to me,' said Harry, who was feeling more and
more nettled.
'Well, that was a bit stupid of you,' said Ginny angrily, 'seeing as you
don't know anyone but me who's been possessed by You-Know-Who, and I can tell
you how it feels.'
Harry remained quite still as the impact of these words hit him. Then he
wheeled round.
'I forgot,' he said.
'Lucky you,' said Ginny coolly.
'I'm sorry' Harry said, and he meant it. 'So: so, do you think I'm being
possessed, then?'
'Well, can you remember everything you've been doing?' Ginny asked. 'Are
there big blank periods where you don't know what you've been up to?'
Harry racked his brains.
'No,' he said.
Then You-Know-Who hasn't ever possessed you,' said Ginny simply. 'When he
did it to me, I couldn't remember what I'd been doing for hours at a time. I'd
find myself somewhere and not know how I got there.'
Harry hardly dared believe her, yet his heart was lightening almost in spite
of himself.
'That dream I had about your dad and the snake, though -'
'Harry you've had these dreams before,' Hermione said. 'You had flashes of
what Voldemort was up to last year.'
This was different,' said Harry, shaking his head. 'I was inside that snake.
It was like I was the snake: what if Voldemort somehow transported me to London
-?'
'One day,' said Hermione, sounding thoroughly exasperated, 'you'll read Hogwarts:
A History, and perhaps it will remind you that you can't Apparate or Disapparate
inside Hogwarts. Even Voldemort couldn't just make you fly out of your dormitory,
Harry.'
'You didn't leave your bed, mate,' said Ron. 'I saw you thrashing around
in your sleep for at least a minute before we could wake you up.'
Harry started pacing up and down the room again, thinking. What they were
all saying was not only comforting, it made sense: without really thinking,
he took a sandwich from the plate on the bed and crammed it hungrily into his
mouth.
I'm not the weapon after all, thought Harry. His heart swelled with happiness
and relief, and he felt like joining in as they heard
Sirius tramping past their door towards Buckbeak's room, singing 'God Rest
Ye, Merry Hippogriffs' at the top of his voice.
* * *
How could he have dreamed of returning to Privet Drive for Christmas? Sirius's
delight at having the house full again, and especially at having Harry back,
was infectious. He was no longer their sullen host of the summer; now he seemed
determined that everyone should enjoy themselves as much, if not more than they
would have done at Hogwarts, and he worked tirelessly in the run-up to Christmas
Day, cleaning and decorating with their help, so that by the time they all went
to bed on Christmas Eve the house was barely recognisable. The tarnished chandeliers
were no longer hung with cobwebs but with garlands of holly and gold and silver
streamers; magical snow glittered in heaps over the threadbare carpets; a great
Christmas tree, obtained by Mundungus and decorated with live fairies, blocked
Sirius's family tree from view, and even the stuffed elf-heads on the hall wall
wore Father Christmas hats and beards.
Harry awoke on Christmas morning to find a stack of presents at the foot
of his bed and Ron already halfway through opening his own, rather larger, pile.
'Good haul this year,' he informed Harry through a cloud of paper. Thanks
for the Broom Compass, it's excellent; beats Hermione's - she got me a homework
planner -
Harry sorted through his presents and found one with Hermione's handwriting
on it. She had given him, too, a book that resembled a diary except that every
time he opened a page it said aloud things like: 'Do it today or later you'll
pay!'
Sirius and Lupin had given Harry a set of excellent books entitled Practical
Defensive Magic and its Use Against the Dark Arts, which had superb, moving
colour illustrations of all the counter-jinxes and hexes it described. Harry
flicked through the first volume eagerly; he could see it was going to be highly
useful in his plans for the DA. Hagrid had sent a furry brown wallet that had
fangs, which were presumably supposed to be an anti-theft device, but unfortunately
prevented Harry putting any money in without getting his fingers ripped off.
Tonks's present was a small, working model of a Firebolt, which Harry watched
fly around the room, wishing he still had his full-size version; Ron had given
him an enormous box of Every-Flavour Beans, Mr and Mrs Weasley the usual hand-knitted
jumper and some mince pies, and Dobby a truly dreadful painting that Harry suspected
had been done by the elf himself. He had just turned it upside-down to see whether
it looked better that way when, with a loud crack, Fred and George Apparated
at the foot of his bed.
'Merry Christmas,' said George. 'Don't go downstairs for a bit.'
'Why not?' said Ron.
'Mum's crying again,' said Fred heavily. 'Percy sent back his Christmas jumper.'
'Without a note,' added George. 'Hasn't asked how Dad is or visited him or
anything.'
'We tried to comfort her,' said Fred, moving around the bed to look at Harry's
portrait. Told her Percy's nothing more than a humungous pile of rat droppings.'
'Didn't work,' said George, helping himself to a Chocolate Frog. 'So Lupin
took over. Best let him cheer her up before we go down for breakfast, I reckon.'
'What's that supposed to be, anyway?' asked Fred, squinting at Dobby's painting.
'Looks like a gibbon with two black eyes.'
'It's Harry!' said George, pointing at the back of the picture, 'says so
on the back!'
'Good likeness,' said Fred, grinning. Harry threw his new homework diary
at him; it hit the wall opposite and fell to the floor where it said happily:
'If you've dotted the "i"s and crossed the "t"s then you may do whatever you
please!'
They got up and dressed. They could hear the various inhabitants of the house
calling 'Merry Christmas' to one another. On their way downstairs they met Hermione.
Thanks for the book, Harry' she said happily. 'I've been wanting that New
Theory of Numerology for ages! And that perfume's really unusual, Ron.'
'No problem,' said Ron. 'Who's that for, anyway?' he added, nodding at the
neatly wrapped present she was carrying.
'Kreacher,' said Hermione brightly.
'It had better not be clothes!' Ron warned her. 'You know what Sirius said:
Kreacher knows too much, we can't set him free!'
'It isn't clothes,' said Hermione, 'although if I had my way I'd certainly
give him something to wear other than that filthy old rag. No, it's a patchwork
quilt, I thought it would brighten up his bedroom.'
'What bedroom?' said Harry, dropping his voice to a whisper as they were
passing the portrait of Sirius's mother.
'Well, Sirius says it's not so much a bedroom, more a kind of -den,' said
Hermione. 'Apparently he sleeps under the boiler in that cupboard off the kitchen.'
Mrs Weasley was the only person in the basement when they arrived there.
She was standing at the stove and sounded as though she had a bad head cold
as she wished them 'Merry Christmas', and they all averted their eyes.
'So, is this Kreacher's bedroom?' said Ron, strolling over to a dingy door
in the corner opposite the pantry. Harry had never seen it open.
'Yes,' said Hermione, now sounding a little nervous. 'Er: I think we'd better
knock.'
Ron rapped on the door with his knuckles but there was no reply.
'He must be sneaking around upstairs,' he said, and without further ado pulled
open the door. 'Urgh!'
Harry peered inside. Most of the cupboard was taken up with a very large
and old-fashioned boiler, but in the foot of space underneath the pipes Kreacher
had made himself something that looked like a nest. A jumble of assorted rags
and smelly old blankets were piled on the floor and the small dent in the middle
of it showed where Kreacher curled up to sleep every night. Here and there among
the material were stale bread crusts and mouldy old bits of cheese. In a far
corner glinted small objects and coins that Harry guessed Kreacher had saved,
magpie-like, from Sirius's purge of the house, and he had also managed to retrieve
the silver-framed family photographs that Sirius had thrown away over the summer.
Their glass might be shattered, but still the little black-and-white people
inside them peered up at him haughtily, including - he felt a little jolt in
his stomach - the dark, heavy-lidded woman whose trial he had witnessed in Dumbledore's
Pensieve: Bellatrix Lestrange. By the looks of it, hers was Kreacher's favourite
photograph; he had placed it to the fore of all the others and had mended the
glass clumsily with Spellotape.
'I think I'll just leave his present here,' said Hermione, laying the package
neatly in the middle of the depression in the rags and blankets and closing
the door quietly. 'He'll find it later, that'll be fine.'
'Come to think of it,' said Sirius, emerging from the pantry carrying a large
turkey as they closed the cupboard door, 'has anyone actually seen Kreacher
lately?'
'I haven't seen him since the night we came back here,' said Harry. 'You
were ordering him out of the kitchen.'
'Yeah:' said Sirius, frowning. 'You know, I think that's the last time I
saw him, too: he must be hiding upstairs somewhere.'
'He couldn't have left, could he?' said Harry. 'I mean, when you said "out",
maybe he thought you meant get out of the house?'
'No, no, house-elves can't leave unless they're given clothes. They're tied
to their family's house,' said Sirius.
They can leave the house if they really want to,' Harry contradicted him.
'Dobby did, he left the Malfoys' to give me warnings two years ago. He had to
punish himself afterwards, but he still managed it.'
Sirius looked slightly disconcerted for a moment, then said, I'll look for
him later, I expect I'll find him upstairs crying his eyes out over my mother's
old bloomers or something. Of course, he might have crawled into the airing
cupboard and died: but I mustn't get my hopes up.'
Fred, George and Ron laughed; Hermione, however, looked reproachful. j
Once they had eaten their Christmas lunch, the Weasleys, Harry and Hermione
were planning to pay Mr Weasley another visit, escorted by Mad-Eye and Lupin.
Mundungus turned up in time for Christmas pudding and trifle, having managed
to 'borrow' a car for the occasion, as the Underground did not run on Christmas
Day. The car, which Harry doubted very much had been taken with the consent
of its owner, had been enlarged with a spell like the Weasleys' old Ford Anglia
had once been. Although normally proportioned outside, ten people with Mundungus
driving were able to fit into it quite comfortably. Mrs Weasley hesitated before
getting inside - Harry knew her disapproval of Mundungus was battling with her
dislike of travelling without magic - but, finally, the cold outside and her
children's pleading triumphed, and she settled herself into the back seat between
Fred and Bill with good grace.