The teachers were of course forbidden from mentioning the interview by Educational
Decree Number Twenty-six, but they found ways to express their feelings about
it all the same. Professor Sprout awarded Gryffindor twenty points when Harry
passed her a watering can; a beaming Professor Flitwick pressed a box of squeaking
sugar mice on him at the end of Charms, said, 'Shh!' and hurried away; and Professor
Trelawney broke into hysterical sobs during Divination and announced to the
startled class, and a very disapproving Umbridge, that Harry was not going to
suffer an early death after all, but would live to a ripe old age, become Minister
for Magic and have twelve children.
But what made Harry happiest was Cho catching up with him as he was hurrying
along to Transfiguration the next day. Before he knew what had happened, her
hand was in his and she was breathing in his ear, 'I'm really, really sorry.
That interview was so brave: it made me cry.'
He was sorry to hear she had shed even more tears over it, but very glad
they were on speaking terms again, and even more pleased when she gave him a
swift kiss on the cheek and hurried off again. And unbelievably, no sooner had
he arrived outside Transfiguration than something just as good happened: Seamus
stepped out of the queue to face him.
'I just wanted to say,' he mumbled, squinting at Harry's left knee, 'I believe
you. And I've sent a copy of that magazine to me mam.'
If anything more was needed to complete Harry's happiness, it was the reaction
he got from Malfoy, Crabbe and Goyle. He saw them with their heads together
later that afternoon in the library; they were with a weedy-looking boy Hermione
whispered was called Theodore Nott. They looked round at Harry as he browsed
the shelves for the book he needed on Partial Vanishment: Goyle cracked his
knuckles threateningly and Malfoy whispered something undoubtedly malevolent
to Crabbe. Harry knew perfectly well why they were acting like this: he had
named all of their fathers as Death Eaters.
'And the best bit,' whispered Hermione gleefully, as they left the library,
'is they can't contradict you, because they can't admit they've read the article!'
To cap it all, Luna told him over dinner that no issue of The Quibbler had
ever sold out faster.
'Dad's reprinting!' she told Harry, her eyes popping excitedly. 'He can't
believe it, he says people seem even more interested in this than the Crumple-Horned
Snorkacks!'
Harry was a hero in the Gryffindor common room that night. Daringly, Fred
and George had put an Enlargement Charm on the front cover of The Quibbler and
hung it on the wall, so that Harry's giant head gazed down upon the proceedings,
occasionally saying things like THE MINISTRY ARE MORONS' and 'EAT DUNG, UMBRIDGE'
in a booming voice. Hermione did not find this very amusing; she said it interfered
with her concentration, and she ended up going to bed early out of irritation.
Harry had to admit that the poster was not quite as funny after an hour or two,
especially when the talking spell had started to wear off, so that it merely
shouted disconnected words like 'DUNG' and 'UMBRIDGE' at more and more frequent
intervals in a progressively higher voice. In fact, it started to make his head
ache and his scar began prickling uncomfortably again. To disappointed moans
from the many people who were sitting around him, asking him to relive his interview
for the umpteenth time, he announced that he too needed an early night.
The dormitory was empty when he reached it. He rested his forehead for a
moment against the cool glass of the window beside his bed; it felt soothing
against his scar. Then he undressed and got into bed, wishing his headache would
go away. He also felt slightly sick. He rolled over on to his side, closed his
eyes, and fell asleep almost at once:
He was standing in a dark, curtained room lit by a single branch of candles.
His hands were clenched on the back of a chair in front of him. They were long-fingered
and white as though they had not seen sunlight for years and looked like large,
pale spiders against the dark velvet of the chair.
Beyond the chair, in a pool of light cast upon the floor by the candles,
knelt a man in black robes.
'I have been badly advised, it seems,' said Harry, in a high, cold voice
that pulsed with anger.
'Master, I crave your pardon,' croaked the man kneeling on the floor. The
back of his head glimmered in the candlelight. He seemed to be trembling.
'I do not blame you, Rookwood,' said Harry in that cold, cruel voice.
He relinquished his grip on the chair and walked around it, closer to the
man cowering on the floor, until he stood directly over him in the darkness,
looking down from a far greater height than usual.
'You are sure of your facts, Rookwood?' asked Harry.
'Yes, My Lord, yes: I used to work in the Department after -after all:'
'Avery told me Bode would be able to remove it.'
'Bode could never have taken it, Master: Bode would have known he could not:
undoubtedly, that is why he fought so hard against Malfoy's Imperius Curse:'
'Stand up, Rookwood,' whispered Harry.
The kneeling man almost fell over in his haste to obey. His face was pockmarked;
the scars were thrown into relief by the candlelight. He remained a little stooped
when standing, as though halfway through a bow, and he darted terrified looks
up at Harry's face.
'You have done well to tell me this,' said Harry. 'Very well: I have wasted
months on fruitless schemes, it seems: but no matter: we begin again, from now.
You have Lord Voldemort's gratitude, Rookwood:'
'My Lord: yes, My Lord,' gasped Rookwood, his voice hoarse with relief.
'I shall need your help. I shall need all the information you can give me.'
'Of course, My Lord, of course: anything:'
'Very well: you may go. Send Avery to me.'
Rookwood scurried backwards, bowing, and disappeared through a door.
Left alone in the dark room, Harry turned towards the wall. A cracked, age-spotted
mirror hung on the wall in the shadows. Harry moved towards it. His reflection
grew larger and clearer in the darkness: a face whiter than a skull: red eyes
with slits for pupils:
'NOOOOOOOOO!'
'What?' yelled a voice nearby.
Harry flailed around madly, became entangled in the hangings and fell out
of his bed. For a few seconds he did not know where he was; he was convinced
he was about to see the white, skull-like face looming at him out of the dark
again, then very near to him Ron's voice spoke. . 'Will you stop acting like
a maniac so I can get you out of here!'
Ron wrenched the hangings apart and Harry stared up at him in the moonlight,
flat on his back, his scar searing with pain. Ron looked as though he had just
been getting ready for bed; one arm was out of his robes.
'Has someone been attacked again?' asked Ron, pulling Harry roughly to his
feet. 'Is it Dad? Is it that snake?'
'No - everyone's fine -' gasped Harry, whose forehead felt as though it were
on fire. 'Well: Avery isn't: he's in trouble: he gave him the wrong information:
Voldemort's really angry
Harry groaned and sank, shaking, on to his bed, rubbing his scar.
'But Rookwood's going to help him now: he's on the right track again:"
'What are you talking about?' said Ron, sounding scared. 'D'you mean: did
you just see You-Know-Who?'
'I was You-Know-Who,' said Harry, and he stretched out his hands in the darkness
and held them up to his face, to check that they were no longer deathly white
and long-fingered. 'He was with Rookwood, he's one of the Death Eaters who escaped
from Azkaban, remember? Rookwood's just told him Bode couldn't have done it.'
'Done what?'
'Remove something: he said Bode would have known he couldn't have done it:
Bode was under the Imperius Curse: I think he said Malfoy's dad put it on him.'
'Bode was bewitched to remove something?' Ron said. 'But -Harry, that's got
to be -'
The weapon,' Harry finished the sentence for him. 'I know'
The dormitory door opened; Dean and Seamus came in. Harry swung his legs
back into bed. He did not want to look as though anything odd had just happened,
seeing as Seamus had only just stopped thinking Harry was a nutter.
'Did you say,' murmured Ron, putting his head close to Harry's on the pretence
of helping himself to water from the jug on his bedside table, 'that you were
You-Know-Who?'
'Yeah,' said Harry quietly.
Ron took an unnecessarily large gulp of water; Harry saw it spill over his
chin on to his chest.
'Harry,' he said, as Dean and Seamus clattered around noisily, pulling off
their robes and talking, 'you've got to tell -'
'I haven't got to tell anyone,' said Harry shortly. 'I wouldn't have seen
it at all if I could do Occlumency. I'm supposed to have learned to shut this
stuff out. That's what they want.'
By 'they' he meant Dumbledore. He got back into bed and rolled over on to
his side with his back to Ron and after a while he heard Ron's mattress creak
as he, too, lay back down. Harry's scar began to burn; he bit hard on his pillow
to stop himself making a noise. Somewhere, he knew, Avery was being punished.
* * *
Harry and Ron waited until break next morning to tell Hermione exactly what
had happened; they wanted to be absolutely sure they could not be overheard.
Standing in their usual corner of the cool and breezy courtyard, Harry told
her every detail of the dream he could remember. When he had finished, she said
nothing at all for a few moments, but stared with a kind of painful intensity
at Fred and George, who were both headless and selling their magical hats from
under their cloaks on the other side of the yard.
'So that's why they killed him,' she said quietly, withdrawing her gaze from
Fred and George at last. 'When Bode tried to steal this weapon, something funny
happened to him. I think there must be defensive spells on it, or around it,
to stop people touching it. That's why he was in St Mungo's, his brain had gone
all funny and he couldn't talk. But remember what the Healer told us? He was
recovering. And they couldn't risk him getting better, could they? I mean, the
shock of whatever happened when he touched that weapon probably made the Imperius
Curse lift. Once he'd got his voice back, he'd explain what he'd been doing,
wouldn't he? They would have known he'd been sent to steal the weapon. Of course,
it would have been easy for Lucius Malfoy to put the curse on him. Never out
of the Ministry, is he?'
'He was even hanging around that day I had my hearing,' said Harry. 'In the
- hang on:' he said slowly. 'He was in the Department of Mysteries corridor
that day! Your dad said he was probably trying to sneak down and find out what
happened in my hearing, but what if -'
'Sturgis!' gasped Hermione, looking thunderstruck.
'Sorry?' said Ron, looking bewildered.
'Sturgis Podmore -' said Hermione breathlessly, 'arrested for trying to get
through a door! Lucius Malfoy must have got him too! I bet he did it the day
you saw him there, Harry. Sturgis had Moody's Invisibility Cloak, right? So,
what if he was standing guard by the door, invisible, and Malfoy heard him move
- or guessed someone was there - or just did the Imperius Curse on the off-chance
there'd be a guard there? So, when Sturgis next had an opportunity - probably
when it was his turn on guard duty again - he tried to get into the Department
to steal the weapon for Voldemort - Ron, be quiet - but he got caught and sent
to Azkaban:"
She gazed at Harry.
'And now Rookwood's told Voldemort how to get the weapon?'
'I didn't hear all the conversation, but that's what it sounded like,' said
Harry. 'Rookwood used to work there: maybe Voldemort'll send Rookwood to do
it?'
Hermione nodded, apparently still lost in thought. Then, quite abruptly,
she said, 'But you shouldn't have seen this at all, Harry.'
'What?' he said, taken aback.
'You're supposed to be learning how to close your mind to this sort of thing,'
said Hermione, suddenly stern.
'I know I am,' said Harry. 'But -'
'Well, I think we should just try and forget what you saw,' said Hermione
firmly. 'And you ought to put in a bit more effort on your Occlumency from now
on.'
Harry was so angry with her he did not talk to her for the rest of the day,
which proved to be another bad one. When people were not discussing the escaped
Death Eaters in the corridors, they were laughing at Gryffindor's abysmal performance
in their match against Hufflepuff; the Slytherins were singing Weasley is our
King' so loudly and frequently that by sundown Filch had banned it from the
corridors out of sheer irritation.
The week did not improve as it progressed. Harry received two more 'D's in
Potions; he was still on tenterhooks that Hagrid might get the sack; and he
couldn't stop himself dwelling on the dream in which he had been Voldemort -
though he didn't bring it up with Ron and Hermione again; he didn't want another
telling-off from Hermione. He wished very much that he could have talked to
Sirius about it, but that was out of the question, so he tried to push the matter
to the back of his mind.
Unfortunately, the back of his mind was no longer the secure place it had
once been.
'Get up, Potter.'
A couple of weeks after his dream of Rookwood, Harry was to be found, yet
again, kneeling on the floor of Snape's office, trying to clear his head. He
had just been forced, yet again, to relive a stream of very early memories he
had not even realised he still had, most of them concerning humiliations Dudley
and his gang had inflicted upon him in primary school.