But the fact remained that if he was caught:
'Dumbledore sacrificed himself to keep you in school, Harry!' whispered Hermione,
raising her book to hide her face from Umbridge. 'And if you get thrown out
today it will all have been for nothing!'
He could abandon the plan and simply learn to live with the memory of what
his father had done on a summer's day more than twenty years ago:
And then he remembered Sirius in the fire upstairs in the Gryffindor common
room:
You're less like your father than I thought: the risk would've been what
made it fun for James:
But did he want to be like his father any more?
'Harry, don't do it, please don't do it!' Hermione said in anguished tones
as the bell rang at the end of the class.
He did not answer; he did not know what to do.
Ron seemed determined to give neither his opinion nor his advice; he would
not look at Harry, though when Hermione opened her mouth to try dissuading Harry
some more, he said in a low voice, 'Give it a rest, OK? He can make up his own
mind.'
Harry's heart beat very fast as he left the classroom. He was halfway along
the corridor outside when he heard the unmistake-able sounds of a diversion
going off in the distance. There were screams and yells reverberating from somewhere
above them; people exiting the classrooms all around Harry were stopping in
their tracks and looking up at the ceiling fearfully -
Umbridge came pelting out of her classroom as fast as her short legs would
carry her. Pulling out her wand, she hurried off in the opposite direction:
it was now or never.
'Harry - please!' Hermione pleaded weakly.
But he had made up his mind; hitching his bag more securely on to his shoulder,
he set off at a run, weaving in and out of students now hurrying in the opposite
direction to see what all the fuss was about in the east wing.
Harry reached the corridor to Umbridge's office and found it deserted. Dashing
behind a large suit of armour whose helmet creaked around to watch him, he pulled
open his bag, seized Sirius's knife and donned the Invisibility Cloak. He then
crept slowly and carefully back out from behind the suit of armour and along
the corridor until he reached Umbridge's door.
He inserted the blade of the magical knife into the crack around it and moved
it gently up and down, then withdrew it. There was a tiny click, and the door
swung open. He ducked inside the office, closed the door quickly behind him
and looked around.
Nothing was moving except the horrible kittens that were still frolicking
on the wall plates above the confiscated broomsticks.
Harry pulled off his Cloak and, striding over to the fireplace, found what
he was looking for within seconds: a small box containing glittering Floo powder.
He crouched down in front of the empty grate, his hands shaking. He had never
done this before, though he thought he knew how it must work. Sticking his head
into the fireplace, he took a large pinch of powder and dropped it on to the
logs stacked neatly beneath him. They exploded at once into emerald green flames.
'Number twelve, Grimmauld Place!' Harry said loudly and clearly.
It was one of the most curious sensations he had ever experienced. He had
travelled by Floo powder before, of course, but then it had been his entire
body that had spun around and around in the flames through the network of wizarding
fireplaces that stretched over the country. This time, his knees remained firm
upon the cold floor of Umbridge's office, and only his head hurtled through
the emerald fire:
And then, as abruptly as it had begun, the spinning stopped. Feeling rather
sick and as though he were wearing an exceptionally hot muffler around his head,
Harry opened his eyes to find that he was looking up out of the kitchen fireplace
at the long, wooden table, where a man sat poring over a piece of parchment.
'Sirius?'
The man jumped and looked around. It was not Sirius, but Lupin.
'Harry!' he said, looking thoroughly shocked. 'What are you -what's happened,
is everything all right?'
'Yeah,' said Harry. 'I just wondered - I mean, I just fancied a -a chat with
Sirius.'
'I'll call him,' said Lupin, getting to his feet, still looking perplexed,
'he went upstairs to look for Kreacher, he seems to be hiding in the attic again:'
And Harry saw Lupin hurry out of the kitchen. Now he was left with nothing
to look at but the chair and table legs. He wondered why Sirius had never mentioned
how very uncomfortable it was to speak out of the fire; his knees were already
objecting painfully to their prolonged contact with Umbridge's hard stone floor.
Lupin returned with Sirius at his heels moments later.
'What is it?' said Sirius urgently, sweeping his long dark hair out of his
eyes and dropping to the ground in front of the fire, so that he and Harry were
on a level. Lupin knelt down too, looking very concerned. 'Are you all right?
Do you need help?'
'No,' said Harry, 'it's nothing like that: I just wanted to talk: about my
dad.'
They exchanged a look of great surprise, but Harry did not have time to feel
awkward or embarrassed; his knees were becoming sorer by the second and he guessed
five minutes had already passed from the start of the diversion; George had
only guaranteed him twenty. He therefore plunged immediately into the story
of what he had seen in the Pensieve.
When he had finished, neither Sirius nor Lupin spoke for a moment. Then Lupin
said quietly, 'I wouldn't like you to judge your father on what you saw there,
Harry. He was only fifteen -'
'I'm fifteen!' said Harry heatedly.
'Look, Harry' said Sirius placatingly, 'James and Snape hated each other
from the moment they set eyes on each other, it was just one of those things,
you can understand that, can't you? I think James was everything Snape wanted
to be - he was popular, he was good at Quidditch - good at pretty much everything.
And Snape was just this little oddball who was up to his eyes in the Dark Arts,
and James - whatever else he may have appeared to you, Harry - always hated
the Dark Arts.'
'Yeah,' said Harry, 'but he just attacked Snape for no good reason, just
because - well, just because you said you were bored,' he finished, with a slightly
apologetic note in his voice.
'I'm not proud of it,' said Sirius quickly.
Lupin looked sideways at Sirius, then said, 'Look, Harry, what you've got
to understand is that your father and Sirius were the best in the school at
whatever they did - everyone thought they were the height of cool - if they
sometimes got a bit carried away -'
'If we were sometimes arrogant little jerks, you mean,' said Sirius.
Lupin smiled.
'He kept messing up his hair,' said Harry in a pained voice.
Sirius and Lupin laughed.
'I'd forgotten he used to do that,' said Sirius affectionately.
'Was he playing with the Snitch?' said Lupin eagerly.
'Yeah,' said Harry, watching uncomprehendingly as Sirius and Lupin beamed
reminiscently. 'Well: I thought he was a bit of an idiot.'
'Of course he was a bit of an idiot!' said Sirius bracingly, 'we were all
idiots! Well - not Moony so much,' he said fairly, looking at Lupin.
But Lupin shook his head. 'Did I ever tell you to lay off Snape?' he said.
'Did I ever have the guts to tell you I thought you were out of order?'
'Yeah, well,' said Sirius, 'you made us feel ashamed of ourselves sometimes:
that was something:"
'And,' said Harry doggedly, determined to say everything that was on his
mind now he was here, 'he kept looking over at the girls by the lake, hoping
they were watching him!'
'Oh, well, he always made a fool of himself whenever Lily was around,' said
Sirius, shrugging, 'he couldn't stop himself showing off whenever he got near
her.'
'How come she married him?' Harry asked miserably. 'She hated him!'
'Nah, she didn't,' said Sirius.
'She started going out with him in seventh year,' said Lupin.
'Once James had deflated his head a bit,' said Sirius.
'And stopped hexing people just for the fun of it,' said Lupin.
'Even Snape?' said Harry.
Well,' said Lupin slowly, 'Snape was a special case. I mean, he never lost
an opportunity to curse James so you couldn't really expect James to take that
lying down, could you?'
'And my mum was OK with that?'
'She didn't know too much about it, to tell you the truth,' said Sirius.
'I mean, James didn't take Snape on dates with her and jinx him in front of
her, did he?'
Sirius frowned at Harry, who was still looking unconvinced.
'Look,' he said, 'your father was the best friend I ever had and he was a
good person. A lot of people are idiots at the age of fifteen. He grew out of
it.'
'Yeah, OK,' said Harry heavily. 'I just never thought I'd feel sorry for
Snape.'
'Now you mention it,' said Lupin, a faint crease between his eyebrows, 'how
did Snape react when he found you'd seen all this?'
'He told me he'd never teach me Occlumency again,' said Harry indifferently,
'like that's a big disappoint-'
'He WHAT?' shouted Sirius, causing Harry to jump and inhale a mouthful of
ashes.
'Are you serious, Harry?' said Lupin quickly. 'He's stopped giving you lessons?'
'Yeah,' said Harry, surprised at what he considered a great over-reaction.
'But it's OK, I don't care, it's a bit of a relief to tell you the -'
'I'm coming up there to have a word with Snape!' said Sirius forcefully,
and he actually made to stand up, but Lupin wrenched him back down again.
'If anyone's going to tell Snape it will be me!' he said firmly. 'But Harry,
first of all, you're to go back to Snape and tell him that on no account is
he to stop giving you lessons - when Dumbledore hears -'
'I can't tell him that, he'd kill me!' said Harry, outraged. 'You didn't
see him when we got out of the Pensieve.'
'Harry there is nothing so important as you learning Occlumency!' said Lupin
sternly. 'Do you understand me? Nothing!'
'OK, OK,' said Harry, thoroughly discomposed, not to mention annoyed. I'll:
I'll try and say something to him: but it won't be-'
He fell silent. He could hear distant footsteps.
'Is that Kreacher coming downstairs?'
'No,' said Sirius, glancing behind him. 'It must be somebody your end.'
Harry's heart skipped several beats.
I'd better go!' he said hastily and pulled his head backwards out of the
Grimmauld Place fire. For a moment his head seemed to be revolving on his shoulders,
then he found himself kneeling in front of Umbridge's fire with it firmly back
on and watching the emerald flames flicker and die.
'Quickly, quickly!' he heard a wheezy voice mutter right outside the office
door. 'Ah, she's left it open -'
Harry dived for the Invisibility Cloak and had just managed to pull it back
over himself when Filch burst into the office. He looked absolutely delighted
about something and was talking to himself feverishly as he crossed the room,
pulled open a drawer in Umbridge's desk and began rifling through the papers
inside it.
'Approval for Whipping: Approval for Whipping: I can do it at last: they've
had it coming to them for years:'
He pulled out a piece of parchment, kissed it, then shuffled rapidly back
out of the door, clutching it to his chest.
Harry leapt to his feet and, making sure he had his bag and that the Invisibility
Cloak was completely covering him, he wrenched open the door and hurried out
of the office after Filch, who was hobbling along faster than Harry had ever
seen him go.
One landing down from Umbridge's office, Harry thought it was safe to become
visible again. He pulled off the Cloak, shoved it in his bag and hurried onwards.
There was a great deal of shouting and movement coming from the Entrance Hall.
He ran down the marble staircase and found what looked like most of the school
assembled there.
It was just like the night when Trelawney had been sacked. Students were
standing all around the walls in a great ring (some of them, Harry noticed,
covered in a substance that looked very like Stinksap); teachers and ghosts
were also in the crowd. Prominent among the onlookers were members of the Inquisitorial
Squad, who were all looking exceptionally pleased with themselves, and Peeves,
who was bobbing overhead, gazed down at Fred and George who stood in the middle
of the floor with the unmistakeable look of two people who had just been cornered.
'So!' said Umbridge triumphantly. Harry realised she was standing just a
few stairs in front of him, once more looking down upon her prey. 'So - you
think it amusing to turn a school corridor into a swamp, do you?'
'Pretty amusing, yeah,' said Fred, looking up at her without the slightest
sign of fear.
Filch elbowed his way closer to Umbridge, almost crying with happiness.
'I've got the form, Headmistress,' he said hoarsely, waving the piece of
parchment Harry had just seen him take from her desk. 'I've got the form and
I've got the whips waiting: oh, let me do it now:"
'Very good, Argus,' she said. 'You two,' she went on, gazing down at Fred
and George, 'are about to learn what happens to wrongdoers in my school.'
'You know what?' said Fred. 'I don't think we are.'