'You are trying to block your mind, aren't you?' said Hermione, looking beadily
at Harry. 'You are keeping going with your Occlumency?'
'Of course I am,' said Harry, trying to sound as though this question was
insulting, but not quite meeting her eye. The truth was he was so intensely
curious about what was hidden in that room full of dusty orbs, that he was quite
keen for the dreams to continue.
The problem was that with just under a month to go until the exams and every
free moment devoted to revision, his mind seemed so saturated with information
when he went to bed he found it very difficult to get to sleep at all; and when
he did, his overwrought brain presented him most nights with stupid dreams about
the exams. He also suspected that part of his mind - the part that often spoke
in Hermione's voice - now felt guilty on the occasions it strayed down that
corridor ending in the black door, and sought to wake him before he could reach
the journeys end.
'You know,' said Ron, whose ears were still flaming red, 'if Montague doesn't
recover before Slytherin play Hufflepuff, we might be in with a chance of winning
the Cup.'
'Yeah, I's'pose so,' said Harry, glad of a change of subject.
'I mean, we've won one, lost one - if Slytherin lose to Hufflepuff next Saturday
-'
'Yeah, that's right,' said Harry, losing track of what he was agreeing to.
Cho Chang had just walked across the courtyard, determinedly not looking at
him.
*
The final match of the Quidditch season, Gryffindor versus Ravenclaw, was
to take place on the last weekend of May. Although Slytherin had been narrowly
defeated by Hufflepuff in their last match, Gryffindor were not daring to hope
for victory, due mainly (though of course nobody said it to him) to Ron's abysmal
goal-keeping record. He, however, seemed to have found a new optimism.
'I mean, I can't get any worse, can I?' he told Harry and Hermione grimly
over breakfast on the morning of the match. 'Nothing to lose now, is there?'
'You know,' said Hermione, as she and Harry walked down to the pitch a little
later in the midst of a very excitable crowd, 'I think Ron might do better without
Fred and George around. They never exactly gave him a lot of confidence.'
Luna Lovegood overtook them with what appeared to be a live eagle perched
on top of her head.
'Oh, gosh, I forgot!' said Hermione, watching the eagle flapping its wings
as Luna walked serenely past a group of cackling and pointing Slytherins. 'Cho
will be playing, won't she?'
Harry, who had not forgotten this, merely grunted.
They found seats in the topmost row of the stands. It was a fine, clear day;
Ron could not wish for better, and Harry found himself hoping against hope that
Ron would not give the Slytherins cause for more rousing choruses of 'Weasley
is our King'.
Lee Jordan, who had been very dispirited since Fred and George had left,
was commentating as usual. As the teams zoomed out on to the pitch he named
the players with something less than his usual gusto.
': Bradley: Davies: Chang,' he said, and Harry felt his stomach perform,
less of a back flip, more a feeble lurch as Cho walked out on to the pitch,
her shiny black hair rippling in the slight breeze. He was not sure what he
wanted to happen any more, except that he could not stand any more rows. Even
the sight of her chatting animatedly to Roger Davies as they prepared to mount
their brooms caused him only a slight twinge of jealousy.
'And they're off!' said Lee. 'And Davies takes the Quaffle immediately, Ravenclaw
Captain Davies with the Quaffle, he dodges Johnson, he dodges Bell, he dodges
Spinnet as well: he's going straight for goal! He's going to shoot - and - and
-' Lee swore very loudly. 'And he's scored.'
Harry and Hermione groaned with the rest of the Gryffindors. Predictably,
horribly, the Slytherins on the other side of the stands began to sing:
"Weasley cannot save a thing He cannot block a single ring:'
'Harry' said a hoarse voice in Harry's ear. 'Hermione:'
Harry looked round and saw Hagrid's enormous bearded face sticking between
the seats. Apparently, he had squeezed his way all along the row behind, for
the first- and second-years he had just passed had a ruffled, flattened look
about them. For some reason, Hagrid was bent double as though anxious not to
be seen, though he was still at least four feet taller than everybody else.
'Listen,' he whispered, 'can yeh come with me? Now? While ev'ryone's watchin'
the match?'
'Er: can't it wait, Hagrid?' asked Harry. Till the match is over?'
'No,' said Hagrid. 'No, Harry, it's gotta be now: while ev'ryone's lookin'
the other way: please?'
Hagrid's nose was gently dripping blood. His eyes were both blackened. Harry
had not seen him this close-up since his return to the school; he looked utterly
woebegone.
'Course,' said Harry at once, 'course we'll come.'
He and Hermione edged back along their row of seats, causing much grumbling
among the students who had to stand up for them. The people in Hagrid's row
were not complaining, merely attempting to make themselves as small as possible.
'I 'ppreciate this, you two, I really do,' said Hagrid as they reached the
stairs. He kept looking around nervously as they descended towards the lawn
below. 'I jus' hope she doesn' notice us goin'.'
'You mean Umbridge?' said Harry. 'She won't, she's got her whole Inquisitorial
Squad sitting with her, didn't you see? She must be expecting trouble at the
match.'
'Yeah, well, a bit o' trouble wouldn' hurt,' said Hagrid, pausing to peer
around the edge of the stands to make sure the stretch of lawn between there
and his cabin was deserted. 'Give us more time.'
'What is it, Hagrid?' said Hermione, looking up at him with a concerned expression
on her face as they hurried across the grass towards the edge of the Forest.
'Yeh - yeh'll see in a mo',' said Hagrid, looking over his shoulder as a
great roar rose from the stands behind them. 'Hey - did someone jus' score?'
'It'll be Ravenclaw,' said Harry heavily.
'Good: good:' said Hagrid distractedly. Tha's good:'
They had to jog to keep up with him as he strode across the lawn, looking
around with every other step. When they reached his cabin, Hermione turned automatically
left towards the front door. Hagrid, however, walked straight past it into the
shade of the trees on the outermost edge of the Forest, where he picked up a
crossbow that was leaning against a tree. When he realised they were no longer
with him, he turned.
'We're goin' in here,' he said, jerking his shaggy head behind him.
'Into the Forest?' said Hermione, perplexed.
'Yeah,' said Hagrid. 'C'mon now, quick, before we're spotted!'
Harry and Hermione looked at each other, then ducked into the cover of the
trees behind Hagrid, who was already striding away from them into the green
gloom, his crossbow over his arm. Harry and Hermione ran to catch up with him.
'Hagrid, why are you armed?' said Harry.
'Jus' a precaution,' said Hagrid, shrugging his massive shoulders.
'You didn't bring your crossbow the day you showed us the Thestrals,' said
Hermione timidly.
'Nah, well, we weren' goin' in so far then,' said Hagrid. 'An' anyway, tha'
was before Firenze left the Forest, wasn' it?'
'Why does Firenze leaving make a difference?' asked Hermione curiously.
'Cause the other centaurs are good an' riled at me, tha's why,' said Hagrid
quietly, glancing around. 'They used ter be - well, yeh couldn' call 'em friendly
- but we got on all righ'. Kept 'emselves to 'emselves, bu' always turned up
if I wanted a word. Not any more.'
He sighed deeply.
'Firenze said they're angry because he went to work for Dumbledore,' Harry
said, tripping on a protruding root because he was busy watching Hagrid's profile.
'Yeah,' said Hagrid heavily. 'Well, angry doesn' cover it. Ruddy livid. If
I hadn' stepped in, I reckon they'd've kicked Firenze ter death -'
'They attacked him?' said Hermione, sounding shocked.
'Yep,' said Hagrid gruffly, forcing his way through several low-hanging branches.
'He had half the herd on to him.'
'And you stopped it?' said Harry, amazed and impressed. 'By yourself?'
'Course I did, couldn't stand by an' watch 'em kill 'im, could I?' said Hagrid.
'Lucky I was passin', really: an' I'd've thought Firenze mighta remembered tha'
before he started sendin' me stupid warnin's!' he added hotly and unexpectedly.
Harry and Hermione looked at each other, startled, but Hagrid, scowling,
did not elaborate.,
'Anyway,' he said, breathing a little more heavily than -usual, 'since then
the other centaurs've bin livid with me, an' the trouble is they've got a lot
of influence in the Forest: cleverest creatures in here.'
'Is that why we're here, Hagrid?' asked Hermione. 'The centaurs?'
'Ah, no,' said Hagrid, shaking his head dismissively, 'no, it's not them.
Well, o' course, they could complicate the problem, yeah: but yeh'll see what
I mean in a bit.'
On this incomprehensible note he fell silent and forged a little ahead, taking
one stride for every three of theirs, so that they had great trouble keeping
up with him.
The path was becoming increasingly overgrown and the trees grew so closely
together as they walked further and further into the Forest that it was as dark
as dusk. They were soon a long way past the clearing where Hagrid had shown
them the Thestrals, but Harry felt no sense of unease until Hagrid stepped unexpectedly
off the path and began wending his way in and out of trees towards the dark
heart of the Forest.
'Hagrid!' said Harry, fighting his way through thickly knotted brambles,
over which Hagrid had stepped with ease, and remembering very vividly what had
happened to him on the other occasion he had stepped off the Forest path. 'Where
are we going?'
'Bit further,' said Hagrid over his shoulder. 'C'mon, Harry: we need ter
keep together now.'
It was a great struggle to keep up with Hagrid, what with branches and thickets
of thorn through which Hagrid marched as easily as if they were cobwebs, but
which snagged Harry and Hermione's robes, frequently entangling them so severely
that they had to stop for minutes at a time to free themselves. Harry's arms
and legs were soon covered in small cuts and scratches. They were so deep in
the Forest now that sometimes all Harry could see of Hagrid in the gloom was
a massive dark shape ahead of him. Any sound seemed threatening in the muffled
silence. The breaking of a twig echoed loudly and the tiniest rustle of movement,
even though it might have been made by an innocent sparrow, caused Harry to
peer through the gloom for a culprit. It occurred to him that he had never managed
to get this far into the Forest without meeting some kind of creature; their
absence struck him as rather ominous.
'Hagrid, would it be all right if we lit our wands?' said Hermione quietly.
'Er: all righ',' Hagrid whispered back. 'In fact -'
He stopped suddenly and turned around; Hermione walked right into him and
was knocked over backwards. Harry caught her just before she hit the Forest
floor.
'Maybe we bes' jus' stop fer a momen', so I can: fill yeh in,' said Hagrid.
'Before we ge' there, like.'
'Good!' said Hermione, as Harry set her back on her feet. They both murmured
'Lumos!' and their wand-tips ignited. Hagrid's face swam through the gloom by
the light of the two wavering beams and Harry saw again that he looked nervous
and sad.
'Righ',' said Hagrid. 'Well: see: the thing is:'
He took a great breath.
'Well, there's a good chance I'm goin' ter be gettin' the sack any day now,'
he said.
Harry and Hermione looked at each other, then back at him.
'But you've lasted this long -' Hermione said tentatively. 'What makes you
think -'
'Umbridge reckons it was me that put tha' Niffler in her office.'
'And was it?' said Harry, before he could stop himself.
'No, it ruddy well wasn'!' said Hagrid indignantly. 'On'y any-thin' ter do
with magical creatures an' she thinks it's got somethin' ter do with me. Yeh
know she's bin lookin' fer a chance ter get rid of me ever since I got back.
I don' wan' ter go, o' course, but if it wasn' fer: well: the special circumstances
I'm abou' ter explain to yeh, I'd leave righ' now, before she's go' the chance
ter do it in front o' the whole school, like she did with Trelawney.'
Harry and Hermione both made noises of protest, but Hagrid overrode them
with a wave of one of his enormous hands.
'It's not the end o' the world, I'll be able ter help Dumbledore once I'm
outta here, I can be useful ter the Order. An' you lot'll have Grubbly-Plank,
yeh'll - yeh'll get through yer exams fine:"
His voice trembled and broke.
'Don' worry abou' me,' he said hastily, as Hermione made to pat his arm.
He pulled his enormous spotted handkerchief from the pocket of his waistcoat
and mopped his eyes with it. 'Look, I wouldn' be tellin' yer this at all if
I didn' have ter. See, if I go: well, I can' leave withou': withou' tellin'
someone: because I'll - I'll need yeh two ter help me. An' Ron, if he's willin'.'